What seems like a long and arduous road (in reality, it hasn't been that long of a life) is finally going to come to a conclusion. One of two things will happen. The outcome is fairly certain to me now. I'm not sure what else to say. Other than, I love a lot of people on this site as I do my own family and friends IRL. But, I don't have the capacity to say any of this to those real life family and friends because they could "stop" things that should and more than likely, need to happen. I'll see you all again if I'm wrong and I do sometimes hope that I am wrong. Anyway, that's it for now. I think you'll figure it out if I don't log on for a while after this post. Just know I love you and that nothing could ever change that (I'm talking to those of you that have been friends with me and supported my outlook with friendship and love/respect) and I truly, truly hope you all know that. See you on the other side. I'm going to the Black Lodge now for all of time hopefully. The White Lodge was never my style anyway. Plus, I belong in The Black Lodge. Bye.
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