Fucking goddamn!
I feel like I'm drifting... again. I feel like I'm waiting for something spectacular happen, and nothing is going on. Time feels like it's flying by, but when I sit and reflect, what felt like weeks ago, really only happened two days prior. It's confusing. It's frustrating. And it's some other word I can't think of right now.
I love Portland. I love my job. I also have fabulous friends that I love dearly. But I feel like I'm missing (or missing out on) something. Something important. I can't quite put my finger on it, but I can smell it in the air. The aroma is rich, and my appetite has been whet... but what the fuck is it? As much as I'd like to actively fill this void, I can't keep wracking my brain over what could conceivably be nothing.
Maybe I'm just bored?
The lovely Casper made this for me. On the back, there is tons of red and black paint- which she so gracefully put into her mouth and spit out for that "splatter" effect- chaotically occupying the glass surface. It looks amazing. I <3 that lady to bits.
I think I'm going to sew now. I've already cleaned/reorganized my room, and I need to get my cat to stop putting the moves on me (seriously, his paw keeps trying to caress my face as he puts his wet nose on my chin). Anyway, here's a video... god, I think this woman is amazing.
Silencia
I feel like I'm drifting... again. I feel like I'm waiting for something spectacular happen, and nothing is going on. Time feels like it's flying by, but when I sit and reflect, what felt like weeks ago, really only happened two days prior. It's confusing. It's frustrating. And it's some other word I can't think of right now.
I love Portland. I love my job. I also have fabulous friends that I love dearly. But I feel like I'm missing (or missing out on) something. Something important. I can't quite put my finger on it, but I can smell it in the air. The aroma is rich, and my appetite has been whet... but what the fuck is it? As much as I'd like to actively fill this void, I can't keep wracking my brain over what could conceivably be nothing.
Maybe I'm just bored?
The lovely Casper made this for me. On the back, there is tons of red and black paint- which she so gracefully put into her mouth and spit out for that "splatter" effect- chaotically occupying the glass surface. It looks amazing. I <3 that lady to bits.
I think I'm going to sew now. I've already cleaned/reorganized my room, and I need to get my cat to stop putting the moves on me (seriously, his paw keeps trying to caress my face as he puts his wet nose on my chin). Anyway, here's a video... god, I think this woman is amazing.
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p.s if not you could always come visit vancouver for the sex show in january, if you have the time and cash yourself of course! <3