silenceeyesblue

i am standing with hopeless feeling alone on the street.. wonder why i am standing here and feeling this.. i think i know why.. i climb the ladder with fearless i keep climbin high as i could.. my ex, the lawyer the judge the officer in jail some of my friends push the ladder off and i fall hit the ground hard that i shattered so bad that i end up taking anit-deppress.. i am lost on the ground trying to put all my part back together while all those poeple walking by not helpin..had to do this on my own when i put all the part back together it not the same anymore.. i become bitter, anger,careless, selfish, and an asshole.... and i never climb that ladder ever again.. i stay on the ground watching other fall.. and say i been there and good luck..