I am definitely in need for a rant today. This blog may not been too interesting for some but i need to get everything off my chest before i go nuts...
I'm usually not in a bad mood but today just set me off. I started off having to come into work at 6:30am to instead of 8am to do an early ambulance call. Waking up early doesn't really bother me but i just didn't get a good nights sleep last night and i couldn't wake up for the life of me this morning. After i got done with 2 calls i was able to come back to base and just hang around. There wasn't suppose to be anymore calls which would've been great because i needed to study for a statistics exam i had to take today. But of course we got a call at 12pm. I had to be out of work to get to class by 1 so i figured eh...its a short call ill be back by 1. We finished the call at 12:38 and my boss tried giving us ANOTHER call when i had to be out in 22 minutes. After arguing with my boss on the phone and my BITCH of a partner i got out of the call..got back to base exactly at 1 and packed up my things and rushed over to school.
I was so overwhelmed with everything that had just happened at work that as soon as my math test is handed to me i pretty much blanked. which seems to always happen with me and tests. the sad part about this is that statistics is probably one of my easiest classes right now and I'm really good at it. but i blanked and forgot how to do a huge section of my test. so now instead of getting an A or B on that test i most likely failed it or got a D. Lovely.
I have another Anatomy and Physiology test in 1 week. Those test are ALWAYS extreaaammmllyyy hard. In a way, I'm just so sick of school. I'm sick of tests mainly. I never mind the homework or going to class. Just those fucking tests kill me. I want to be out of school so badly and i still have two more years after this semester. Plus i don't know if I'm going to get accepted into the Radiology program. If i don't, i have no idea what to make my major. Sometimes i feel like i was just not cut out for school. I want to succeed in life and i want to be something but i really can't take this stress anymore.
Now i just feel so blank. I know i should have studied more for this exam but i don't know, sometimes i just don't feel so motivated.
Well now i need to go take a shower and get ready to go to my Volunteer Ambulance Squad. I'm riding from 6pm to 6am. It's going to be a looooong night lol.
I need summer vacation to be here sooner!!!
xox Sil
I'm usually not in a bad mood but today just set me off. I started off having to come into work at 6:30am to instead of 8am to do an early ambulance call. Waking up early doesn't really bother me but i just didn't get a good nights sleep last night and i couldn't wake up for the life of me this morning. After i got done with 2 calls i was able to come back to base and just hang around. There wasn't suppose to be anymore calls which would've been great because i needed to study for a statistics exam i had to take today. But of course we got a call at 12pm. I had to be out of work to get to class by 1 so i figured eh...its a short call ill be back by 1. We finished the call at 12:38 and my boss tried giving us ANOTHER call when i had to be out in 22 minutes. After arguing with my boss on the phone and my BITCH of a partner i got out of the call..got back to base exactly at 1 and packed up my things and rushed over to school.
I was so overwhelmed with everything that had just happened at work that as soon as my math test is handed to me i pretty much blanked. which seems to always happen with me and tests. the sad part about this is that statistics is probably one of my easiest classes right now and I'm really good at it. but i blanked and forgot how to do a huge section of my test. so now instead of getting an A or B on that test i most likely failed it or got a D. Lovely.
I have another Anatomy and Physiology test in 1 week. Those test are ALWAYS extreaaammmllyyy hard. In a way, I'm just so sick of school. I'm sick of tests mainly. I never mind the homework or going to class. Just those fucking tests kill me. I want to be out of school so badly and i still have two more years after this semester. Plus i don't know if I'm going to get accepted into the Radiology program. If i don't, i have no idea what to make my major. Sometimes i feel like i was just not cut out for school. I want to succeed in life and i want to be something but i really can't take this stress anymore.
Now i just feel so blank. I know i should have studied more for this exam but i don't know, sometimes i just don't feel so motivated.
Well now i need to go take a shower and get ready to go to my Volunteer Ambulance Squad. I'm riding from 6pm to 6am. It's going to be a looooong night lol.
I need summer vacation to be here sooner!!!
xox Sil