sikgirl18

This whole, getting a job and working in the real world thing, sucks ass....

I've gotten so many applications to so many places around town its disgusting. Hopefully someone will hire me soon...

in other news...

Dustin's mom came home all coked up and kicked him out of the house...before he left he told her that he wished she died instead of his dad...pretty damn harsh but sometimes i don't blame him for telling her that...

I also found out that Dustin feels the same exact way about me as i do him...it's kinda nice knowing that someone has been in with me for 3 years and has never said anything about it...

He said he's tried to tell me so many times before and has just choked... awww.... supposedly I'm really intimidating or something

Ok...so the next time I get paid (for babysitting) the first thing I'm going to do is go up to the sex store with my best friend so we can both buy some brand new toys, and believe me, she is not the type to do anything like that...but I truly think that she desperately needs a vibrator or something to keep her satisfied...its been over a year sice she's had some ass....and well I need one for those long lonely nights when dustin isn't there for me...ha ha...boys and toys...its what i live for...

Sad news:
My sixteen year old dog had to be put down three days ago... it was really sad but my family buried her under a beautiful oak tree at our house, so I can go out and talk to her if i need to... I've had that dog since I was three...its just hard to think that everytime I walk up my driveway I won't see her waddle down and greet me there...

Oh well life goes on and I got a lot to live for...

*bites and *