Ok this is me being a totally emo fag.... I wrote in my journal last night for the first time in months... this is exactly what I wrote....
It's 12:39 am and I can't stop thinking about him...
I wonder if he thinks about me too???
I don't know what I'm thinking...ARGH....
Stupid boy! I should've held back a little this weekend.. Oh well
When I close my eyes I see his face
I get lost in those pale blue eyes of his
I've been there for him for three years...
Does he think of me the same way I think about him?
When his lips touch mine it just feels so right...
He is tender, affectionate, genuine, and has a soft heart...
He is intriguing, fun, boyishly handsome, and makes me laugh...
Does he harbor the same feelings for me?
Has he given me clues I haven't seen?
Or do I not want to see them?
****JESUS< I AM BEING SO EMO RIGHT NOW...I'M OFFICIALLY DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF.... UGH
****
(I really wrote that in my journal too...ha ha ha)
When I close my eyes I see his face and I get lost in his pale blue eyes....
Our lips form to eachothers so perfectly...
My hands fit right inside of his..
Thinking of the way he kisses my neck just makes me *sigh*....
He makes me happy and passionate about life...
Will I ever be with him?
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Ok now that I am done meing an emo douche bag... my day is going great!!!
The only final I have to take is my human sexuality final and that'll be an effing piece of cake... I'm SO HAPPY!! I got awesome grades so I didn't have to take two of my finals!!! YAY!
I just bought a new pipe...its perfect
and some new undies
I finally got a new book by Jonathan Kellerman...and I can't wait to start reading it tonight....
My best friend from highschool is getting married...and I'm in the wedding... how funny is it that I'm on the grooms side because I didn't want to wear a burgandy dress...so now i get to wear a pretty black one... I love her too much... I'm a groomsmaid! YES!!! I can't wait this wedding is going to be nuts!! Her mom is a whacko (but awesome), her dad is an alcoholic, and theres going to be an open bar!!! oh i can't wait...
It's 12:39 am and I can't stop thinking about him...
I wonder if he thinks about me too???
I don't know what I'm thinking...ARGH....
Stupid boy! I should've held back a little this weekend.. Oh well
When I close my eyes I see his face
I get lost in those pale blue eyes of his
I've been there for him for three years...
Does he think of me the same way I think about him?
When his lips touch mine it just feels so right...
He is tender, affectionate, genuine, and has a soft heart...
He is intriguing, fun, boyishly handsome, and makes me laugh...
Does he harbor the same feelings for me?
Has he given me clues I haven't seen?
Or do I not want to see them?
****JESUS< I AM BEING SO EMO RIGHT NOW...I'M OFFICIALLY DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF.... UGH
****
(I really wrote that in my journal too...ha ha ha)
When I close my eyes I see his face and I get lost in his pale blue eyes....
Our lips form to eachothers so perfectly...
My hands fit right inside of his..
Thinking of the way he kisses my neck just makes me *sigh*....
He makes me happy and passionate about life...
Will I ever be with him?
***************************************************
Ok now that I am done meing an emo douche bag... my day is going great!!!
The only final I have to take is my human sexuality final and that'll be an effing piece of cake... I'm SO HAPPY!! I got awesome grades so I didn't have to take two of my finals!!! YAY!
I just bought a new pipe...its perfect
and some new undies
I finally got a new book by Jonathan Kellerman...and I can't wait to start reading it tonight....
My best friend from highschool is getting married...and I'm in the wedding... how funny is it that I'm on the grooms side because I didn't want to wear a burgandy dress...so now i get to wear a pretty black one... I love her too much... I'm a groomsmaid! YES!!! I can't wait this wedding is going to be nuts!! Her mom is a whacko (but awesome), her dad is an alcoholic, and theres going to be an open bar!!! oh i can't wait...
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So..uumm.. new undies huh.....
Have fun with the new pipe!!