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"It bothers me a little bit to see her with another guy, but only because she is the one that screwed around and I suffer loneliness. I'm tired of getting the raw end of the deal in life. Blah. Anyway.

My loneliness comes and goes. As long as I can keep busy, I'm okay. It's hard and it sucks.

To a degree, it's my own fault I'm single. I've had opportunities with girls and dated a few, but I can't commit. My last girlfriend cheated on me a lot and the one before her is a total psycho. I'm scared, damn it!"

I know all too well exactly where you are coming from. Sorry I'm a little late in reply, but I haven't been on here. And now you're leaving. Isn't that the way it goes? Take care sweetie, and I hope you get what you deserve, because it's not what you've ben given. xoxoxo