Wow...I have had such a fucking depressing 2 months.
On the other hand I always wanted to go through a month of sheer hell to see if I could handle it...and basic training was that exactly...the sick thing is I'd do it over again if I had to...it does a body good.
As I had earlier anticipated I have started smoking in the army, but that was only after basic training.
I need to upload some pics soon. I'm sorry I haven't been giving my pretties attention but I only have 36 hours a week of personal time and I've had a lot to get done...and I still don't have a place of my own yet which makes matters worse.
Since I became a soldier I get invitations to stay with people all the time here and they all genuinly seem to want me as a part of their family. Most of my life people have been pretty caulous toward me on the whole so I'm not handling this very well I feel, I really need to work on showing gratitude I think. I mean I don't act ungreatful, maybe I need to work on just being less akward about it. I dunno, it bothers me. And it contrasts with the other 6 days of the week when I'm being screamed at my my sargent all day long to it's hard to switch modes from apathy.
Eitan's borther Ezri helps remind me who I am last night and that I should demand to be treated better in the army...not that my immediate commanders haven't got to know me and don't treat me better than the rest of my unit - they DO (which rocks) - it's just that I probably shouldn't be stationed on this shit base period given my abilities and what I can contribute to the important parts of the army.
The problem is that I don't speak Hebrew, if I did I'd probably allready have a kick ass job...but things are never 100% here like that anyways. I might just be getting screamed at somewhere else if I spoke Hebrew right now.
Without a place I don't know how I'm going to get my set taken and the longer I'm out of basic training without getting the set taken the less willing I'm going to be to show off the bod...it's annoying. I'm going to have to find a solution to this problem THIS weekend. Since I haven't planned much it should be hard (no problem lacks a solution).
I'm going to change the profile pic back to me this weekend, probably me in uniform if I can manage it. I meant to do that a month ago, but like I said I haven't had much time.
I think I finally resolved to stay on SG for a while just out of repect for my friends here. I'm not active in the larger community anymore but I think that after a while no one is anyways and besides no one is going to like all aspects of the society they are in, especially a society of 'individualists' if that is still what this is...
Keep it real y'all!!!
On the other hand I always wanted to go through a month of sheer hell to see if I could handle it...and basic training was that exactly...the sick thing is I'd do it over again if I had to...it does a body good.
As I had earlier anticipated I have started smoking in the army, but that was only after basic training.
I need to upload some pics soon. I'm sorry I haven't been giving my pretties attention but I only have 36 hours a week of personal time and I've had a lot to get done...and I still don't have a place of my own yet which makes matters worse.
Since I became a soldier I get invitations to stay with people all the time here and they all genuinly seem to want me as a part of their family. Most of my life people have been pretty caulous toward me on the whole so I'm not handling this very well I feel, I really need to work on showing gratitude I think. I mean I don't act ungreatful, maybe I need to work on just being less akward about it. I dunno, it bothers me. And it contrasts with the other 6 days of the week when I'm being screamed at my my sargent all day long to it's hard to switch modes from apathy.
Eitan's borther Ezri helps remind me who I am last night and that I should demand to be treated better in the army...not that my immediate commanders haven't got to know me and don't treat me better than the rest of my unit - they DO (which rocks) - it's just that I probably shouldn't be stationed on this shit base period given my abilities and what I can contribute to the important parts of the army.
The problem is that I don't speak Hebrew, if I did I'd probably allready have a kick ass job...but things are never 100% here like that anyways. I might just be getting screamed at somewhere else if I spoke Hebrew right now.
Without a place I don't know how I'm going to get my set taken and the longer I'm out of basic training without getting the set taken the less willing I'm going to be to show off the bod...it's annoying. I'm going to have to find a solution to this problem THIS weekend. Since I haven't planned much it should be hard (no problem lacks a solution).
I'm going to change the profile pic back to me this weekend, probably me in uniform if I can manage it. I meant to do that a month ago, but like I said I haven't had much time.
I think I finally resolved to stay on SG for a while just out of repect for my friends here. I'm not active in the larger community anymore but I think that after a while no one is anyways and besides no one is going to like all aspects of the society they are in, especially a society of 'individualists' if that is still what this is...
Keep it real y'all!!!
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jonc:
keep in touch.
hellomrworld:
congrats on getting through basic ... i wish you luck in this police action