This journal entry is meant as evidence that virginity does not necessarily equate naivety, innocence, or cluelessness with regard to the opposite sex. Please do not read it if you are feint of heart.
I have a tendency to end up with bisexual or even lesbian girls in the sack. Perhaps that is why, so far, this method has allowed me to connect with a person without any actual full on sex.
I like to start off the night with a simple slow make out session. At first just all above the collar bone stuff. No blatant sexuality whatsoever involved. Throughout the night I pull away from her during intervals when I get fatigued and ask her questions about her childhood, first love, previous female partners, or the most troubling moments in her life. Most females are impressed or even shocked by this sensitivity in me, especially since outside of bed I am such a closed and cold person usually. This helps me to draw out the night further without any actual sexual contact and gives me personally a feeling of greater connection with the woman or woman in question.
If we start getting involved physically at around 11 then by 12 things have already progressed down the collar bone and we've already taken off our shirts and usually she is completely topless. I prefer a woman with smaller breasts as they are usually less self assured and thus will give me more leeway for my glacially slow bedroom manner. This is not to say that I haven't been with my share of C and D cups.
I move slowly further down her body with my lips in cyclical progressions. With every cycle I return to the mouth for at least 5 minutes since the French kiss is the most intimate gesture to me. By the time I have reached her navel and her more intimate memories I like to take a break and suggest that we message one another. Usually the suggestion is accepted, and usually I massage first. Invariably she wants to massage me for longer, which is part of why I have grown to enjoy taking a break in this manner.
By the time this nonsexual foreplay has ended I've usually had an adequate feel for her body, how it likes to move, and how our bodies fit into one another. I've also usually thoroughly had my way with caressing, smelling, and gently tugging at her hair by now which is particularly meaningful for me, though I'm not sure why. By this point it is at least 3pm. About now, thanks to the erogenous zones I've been stimulating on the feet recently and on various other parts of the body (including mainly the nape of the neck) for several hours, she is aching to be touched down there.
At this point the method diverges a bit depending on the woman but usually what I like to do now is explore the area around her thighs and soon after her moistness with one of my hands. And by this time she is invariably very moist. This soon leads to fingering and oral sex.
The sound of a fellow human being moaning in pleasure and the scent of her fragrance is usually enough to satisfy me in my most deep yearnings, but if she insists I will let her go down on me afterward. The worst possibility at this moment is taking an action that will break our connection. I prefer a woman not to go down on me during our first physical session together but I will never directly tell her no.
I usually end our session there at around 4am after she has gotten off and many times as she needs and is ready for sleep. I always get my way at this point and get her sweet warm figure wrapped around me in an embrace as I fall into a brief yet deep slumber.
In the morning I'm always the first to awaken. I find that after such a night I usually require much less sleep than usual. Perhaps this is because connecting with another person is preferable to the psyche to the mere escape of sleep and the fact that the body only actually needs 4 hours of rest every night. Whatever the cause I am awake first and wake her up be staring at her face and playing my fingertips lightly across her exposed body until she wakes up and looks into my face.
When the other guys in middle and high school were worrying about when they would get their next blow job I was perfecting foreplay techniques and connilingus. Sex for me is all about power. I will only take a beautiful woman to bed with me. I often wait for several months in between having sexual contact with another person because of this principle of mine. The first one to actually get me to make full on love to her will prove her self to be an equal to me. One moment of true connection is worth any amount of loneliness.
This journal entry dedicated to PinKyKitten
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I had fun with my friend's digicam last night:
I have a tendency to end up with bisexual or even lesbian girls in the sack. Perhaps that is why, so far, this method has allowed me to connect with a person without any actual full on sex.
I like to start off the night with a simple slow make out session. At first just all above the collar bone stuff. No blatant sexuality whatsoever involved. Throughout the night I pull away from her during intervals when I get fatigued and ask her questions about her childhood, first love, previous female partners, or the most troubling moments in her life. Most females are impressed or even shocked by this sensitivity in me, especially since outside of bed I am such a closed and cold person usually. This helps me to draw out the night further without any actual sexual contact and gives me personally a feeling of greater connection with the woman or woman in question.
If we start getting involved physically at around 11 then by 12 things have already progressed down the collar bone and we've already taken off our shirts and usually she is completely topless. I prefer a woman with smaller breasts as they are usually less self assured and thus will give me more leeway for my glacially slow bedroom manner. This is not to say that I haven't been with my share of C and D cups.
I move slowly further down her body with my lips in cyclical progressions. With every cycle I return to the mouth for at least 5 minutes since the French kiss is the most intimate gesture to me. By the time I have reached her navel and her more intimate memories I like to take a break and suggest that we message one another. Usually the suggestion is accepted, and usually I massage first. Invariably she wants to massage me for longer, which is part of why I have grown to enjoy taking a break in this manner.
By the time this nonsexual foreplay has ended I've usually had an adequate feel for her body, how it likes to move, and how our bodies fit into one another. I've also usually thoroughly had my way with caressing, smelling, and gently tugging at her hair by now which is particularly meaningful for me, though I'm not sure why. By this point it is at least 3pm. About now, thanks to the erogenous zones I've been stimulating on the feet recently and on various other parts of the body (including mainly the nape of the neck) for several hours, she is aching to be touched down there.
At this point the method diverges a bit depending on the woman but usually what I like to do now is explore the area around her thighs and soon after her moistness with one of my hands. And by this time she is invariably very moist. This soon leads to fingering and oral sex.
The sound of a fellow human being moaning in pleasure and the scent of her fragrance is usually enough to satisfy me in my most deep yearnings, but if she insists I will let her go down on me afterward. The worst possibility at this moment is taking an action that will break our connection. I prefer a woman not to go down on me during our first physical session together but I will never directly tell her no.
I usually end our session there at around 4am after she has gotten off and many times as she needs and is ready for sleep. I always get my way at this point and get her sweet warm figure wrapped around me in an embrace as I fall into a brief yet deep slumber.
In the morning I'm always the first to awaken. I find that after such a night I usually require much less sleep than usual. Perhaps this is because connecting with another person is preferable to the psyche to the mere escape of sleep and the fact that the body only actually needs 4 hours of rest every night. Whatever the cause I am awake first and wake her up be staring at her face and playing my fingertips lightly across her exposed body until she wakes up and looks into my face.
When the other guys in middle and high school were worrying about when they would get their next blow job I was perfecting foreplay techniques and connilingus. Sex for me is all about power. I will only take a beautiful woman to bed with me. I often wait for several months in between having sexual contact with another person because of this principle of mine. The first one to actually get me to make full on love to her will prove her self to be an equal to me. One moment of true connection is worth any amount of loneliness.
This journal entry dedicated to PinKyKitten
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I had fun with my friend's digicam last night:
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pleeze?! just reading this has made me like you even more...
I should be on Aim today. Not sure at what time...work and all.
Thanks for dedicating a journal to me! I loves ya!!!!
I love the pic too. You sexy man you!