I'm bored!
I'm not long home actually, was out in Ayr lastnight with a friend who's brother studies there. It was an okay night, I didn't really feel much like part of the gang as such since I was pretty much the odd one out (not a student) and a few years older than most of the folks I met there but all in all it was a good night. I was rather out of my tree, saw a beautiful german girl and bottled it. I was so sure she was looking at me but I was far too fucked to talk to her which is kinda shit really. That'll teach me!
I can't stop dreaming about my ex girlfriend, I thought the memories of her had more or less dried up but my mind has been awash with thoughts about her and I still ask myself, why? It's pretty strange. I wonder how she's doing but I don't want to just call her up out of the blue lest I appear a little weird. who knows?
I'm working tonight, I'm so unprepared for the nightshift since I've been partying this rotation but I've booked a couple of holidays so two nights in wont be too bad I don't think. I've got coffee and sleeping pills so I'm metaphorically laughing! *ha ha ha ha ha ha ha*
How's all yer weekends been? (don't answer that if you don't want to)
I woke up the other day in bed realised I caught a piercing in my bed sheets. (my right nipple) I was AAGGRHFFFUUUCKK... suffice to say I was bleeding, I took a photo of it to post up here but I thought I might get into trouble or something. But yeah, I'd like to post more photos cos I generally find that when I post photos, people are more generally interested and tend to leave the odd comment, which I like. I mean! what's the point of having a journal if nobody's going to read it? eh? Ok, before I go off on one...
I'm not long home actually, was out in Ayr lastnight with a friend who's brother studies there. It was an okay night, I didn't really feel much like part of the gang as such since I was pretty much the odd one out (not a student) and a few years older than most of the folks I met there but all in all it was a good night. I was rather out of my tree, saw a beautiful german girl and bottled it. I was so sure she was looking at me but I was far too fucked to talk to her which is kinda shit really. That'll teach me!
I can't stop dreaming about my ex girlfriend, I thought the memories of her had more or less dried up but my mind has been awash with thoughts about her and I still ask myself, why? It's pretty strange. I wonder how she's doing but I don't want to just call her up out of the blue lest I appear a little weird. who knows?
I'm working tonight, I'm so unprepared for the nightshift since I've been partying this rotation but I've booked a couple of holidays so two nights in wont be too bad I don't think. I've got coffee and sleeping pills so I'm metaphorically laughing! *ha ha ha ha ha ha ha*
How's all yer weekends been? (don't answer that if you don't want to)
I woke up the other day in bed realised I caught a piercing in my bed sheets. (my right nipple) I was AAGGRHFFFUUUCKK... suffice to say I was bleeding, I took a photo of it to post up here but I thought I might get into trouble or something. But yeah, I'd like to post more photos cos I generally find that when I post photos, people are more generally interested and tend to leave the odd comment, which I like. I mean! what's the point of having a journal if nobody's going to read it? eh? Ok, before I go off on one...