So there's a lot going on in my life at the moment:
I just recently made the decision to move back home for the summer. I haven't yet decided if that's a good move or not. It's gonna be nice to see my friends & family and be able to build myself up financially while working. And I'll be able to build myself up mentally, too, I suppose since I've been feeling really burnt out.
At the same time, I kind of feel like a big disappointment. Big, bad college girl couldn't fully make it on her own. I don't know if anybody else sees it that way, especially since I'm still taking a class this summer, and it's really only a temporary move. I think it's more of me just feeling like I couldn't handle things, so I'm disappointing myself by taking the easy way out. Then again, it's been the roughest year of my life...maybe I need a little easy. *le sigh*
I'm also starting to get back into the dating realm. It's been a rough post-break-up four months (which, by the way, is the longest I've been single since I've started dating!). But I've learned a lot about myself and what I want/need from a relationship. I'm actually kind of talking to someone I graduated high school with. It's funny b/c we never really talked then, but I always had this little "thing" for him. Now that we've been talking more and I'll be heading back home for the summer, I'm hoping to spend some time with him shortly.
Alsssoooo, I shot my second set last week. Should be getting that up & to you guys soon. I have a friend who's interested in getting into SG, so look for us at Hell City in Columbus next month. It will be my first SG-related event, so I'm pumped!
I just recently made the decision to move back home for the summer. I haven't yet decided if that's a good move or not. It's gonna be nice to see my friends & family and be able to build myself up financially while working. And I'll be able to build myself up mentally, too, I suppose since I've been feeling really burnt out.
At the same time, I kind of feel like a big disappointment. Big, bad college girl couldn't fully make it on her own. I don't know if anybody else sees it that way, especially since I'm still taking a class this summer, and it's really only a temporary move. I think it's more of me just feeling like I couldn't handle things, so I'm disappointing myself by taking the easy way out. Then again, it's been the roughest year of my life...maybe I need a little easy. *le sigh*
I'm also starting to get back into the dating realm. It's been a rough post-break-up four months (which, by the way, is the longest I've been single since I've started dating!). But I've learned a lot about myself and what I want/need from a relationship. I'm actually kind of talking to someone I graduated high school with. It's funny b/c we never really talked then, but I always had this little "thing" for him. Now that we've been talking more and I'll be heading back home for the summer, I'm hoping to spend some time with him shortly.
Alsssoooo, I shot my second set last week. Should be getting that up & to you guys soon.
I have a friend who's interested in getting into SG, so look for us at Hell City in Columbus next month. It will be my first SG-related event, so I'm pumped! VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
As far as dating... I don't think anyone should "need" anything from one another. It all comes together when each person is happy with themselves, then the addition to each other to theirs lives just makes it fuller. Never feel dependent on another people to be able to live happy. This just means you need more time finding yourself.
Anyhow, looking forward to you next set hot stuff! x0