Random BS time!
I've been spending a lot more time on the site as of late, more as a lurker than anything else. I'll pop into chat on occasion and realize I don't know a single soul in there and that makes me a sad panda. I know there are those out there that remember the days of irc chat, and I have this sneaky suspicion they are hiding just around the corner, slightly out of reach. Leaves me something to ponder at least
Currently I'm prepping for Burning Man, which I leave for on Sunday, and I have yet to decide if I'm taking my camera with me or not. It seems like I take it with me every year and take fewer and fewer pictures as time goes on. It's not like I don't enjoy taking shots, I just have had my head all fucked up and haven't been able to get things together perhaps.
I realize now that of all the places I post shit, this is the safest. Nobody I know in RL looks here, which gives me that needed vent. I'm living my life in a very alone way right now, which is probably the best for me. I was an idiot and thought I could trust someone, and we all know how that little snippet of reality works with me. Expect the knife, prepare the gauze to cover the wound.
On that note, I spend next week with 40k people that are going to be better for me than anything I can think of.
I've been spending a lot more time on the site as of late, more as a lurker than anything else. I'll pop into chat on occasion and realize I don't know a single soul in there and that makes me a sad panda. I know there are those out there that remember the days of irc chat, and I have this sneaky suspicion they are hiding just around the corner, slightly out of reach. Leaves me something to ponder at least
Currently I'm prepping for Burning Man, which I leave for on Sunday, and I have yet to decide if I'm taking my camera with me or not. It seems like I take it with me every year and take fewer and fewer pictures as time goes on. It's not like I don't enjoy taking shots, I just have had my head all fucked up and haven't been able to get things together perhaps.
I realize now that of all the places I post shit, this is the safest. Nobody I know in RL looks here, which gives me that needed vent. I'm living my life in a very alone way right now, which is probably the best for me. I was an idiot and thought I could trust someone, and we all know how that little snippet of reality works with me. Expect the knife, prepare the gauze to cover the wound.
On that note, I spend next week with 40k people that are going to be better for me than anything I can think of.
That's no good.
See you in chat dude.