Oh, crap I have to work tomorrow. You have to be kidding me... is the long weekend already over???
I haven't had interaction with another person since
Thursday. I went out for a bit today, but didn't talk to anyone. Man, my life sucks right now. I've been thinking about it, & something has to change, in a big way. I just realize that I've been out of college for 5 years now & have really nothing to show for it. I did do a couple of cool trips (Japan, China, & Vegas) but that's pretty much it. Where did all my cash go? Mostly into my liver.... urgh.
I gotta find presents for my fam. I got my sis shoes, cuz I always get her shoes. A cool pair of Pumas this year. I don't know what to get for anyone else. Not even an inkling of an idea. I walked around a mall for about 2 hours today, & nothing even jumped out at me. I'm gonna have to put in a full day & just get it done.
Various Crap:
1) My Mom bought me some hand soap that fucking rules. It smells great!
2) My apartment is soooo hot. I've had the windows open all weekend & it's still awful. I haven't even turned the heat on yet!
3) I need to start working out.
4) I can't sleep worth shit lately.
5) I totally hate my fucking life right now.
I really lost my drive somewhere. I was going to work as hard as I could right out of college & now I do enough just to get by. I think it's mostly cuz I know I could work my ass off for 2 years, & it might make a small difference. I could also work half-assed for 2 years & gain nothing, but not end up with ulcers & completely burnt out. Like I said earlier, SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. Something big in my life needs to be fixed or, what's the damn point? I'm just so sick of it all right now. No friends, no money, crappy job, no love life, etc. Man, just sooooo pissed off right now.
And by treasure, I mean Captain Crunch.
I haven't had interaction with another person since
Thursday. I went out for a bit today, but didn't talk to anyone. Man, my life sucks right now. I've been thinking about it, & something has to change, in a big way. I just realize that I've been out of college for 5 years now & have really nothing to show for it. I did do a couple of cool trips (Japan, China, & Vegas) but that's pretty much it. Where did all my cash go? Mostly into my liver.... urgh.
I gotta find presents for my fam. I got my sis shoes, cuz I always get her shoes. A cool pair of Pumas this year. I don't know what to get for anyone else. Not even an inkling of an idea. I walked around a mall for about 2 hours today, & nothing even jumped out at me. I'm gonna have to put in a full day & just get it done.
Various Crap:
1) My Mom bought me some hand soap that fucking rules. It smells great!
2) My apartment is soooo hot. I've had the windows open all weekend & it's still awful. I haven't even turned the heat on yet!
3) I need to start working out.
4) I can't sleep worth shit lately.
5) I totally hate my fucking life right now.
I really lost my drive somewhere. I was going to work as hard as I could right out of college & now I do enough just to get by. I think it's mostly cuz I know I could work my ass off for 2 years, & it might make a small difference. I could also work half-assed for 2 years & gain nothing, but not end up with ulcers & completely burnt out. Like I said earlier, SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. Something big in my life needs to be fixed or, what's the damn point? I'm just so sick of it all right now. No friends, no money, crappy job, no love life, etc. Man, just sooooo pissed off right now.
And by treasure, I mean Captain Crunch.