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I started a "myspace" page, & I'm trying to use that as my "main" page, but it TOTALLY SUCKS. I can't update when I want to, & mostly shit just closes down & is stupid. I'm kinda totally sick of it cuz it works less than it doesn't. Fuck shit hell... Peter stop staring at my chest!

But seriously, I haven't had sex in 2...
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Here's my Best of 2005 CD that I put together for my buddies.

1) Bloc Party Like Eating Glass
2) Art Brut Modern Art
3) Tapes N Tapes Crazy Eights
4) Bright Eyes Land Locked Blues
5) Broken Social Scene Fire Eyed Boy
6) Stephen Malkmus Freeze the Saints
7) Clap Your Hands Say Yeah Is This Love?
8) The Fiery Furnaces Cousin Chris
9)...
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2 - 3 = (Negative Fun)

And that's how life is going right now. Too much work, too little fun. Approaching 2 years of celibacy.... except it's not chosen, so that doesn't really count. Sonofa....

I thought you were sleeping in the park tonight...

Guh, this is my LEAST favorite time of the year. It's dark, cold, & there's nothing really to look forward to....
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Fed up. Bands that my friends don't listen to:

Art Brut
Bloc Party
Bright Eyes
Broken Social Scene
Cadallaca
Cansecos
Constantines
DFA 1979
Dillinger Four
Enon
The Fiery Furnaces
The Futureheads
Grand Champeen
Hockey Night
Holopaw
Husker Du
The Kills
Land of the Loops
Liars
Low
M83
The National
Neutral Milk Hotel
Pavement
Pedro the Lion
The Promise Ring
The Replacements
Silver Jews
Sleater Kinney...
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Urgh... I CAN'T sleep past 8am anymore. Really frickin annoying since I was up till 2am, & now will have to take a damn nap in a couple of hours.

Had three shows last week: Wed-Mike Doughty, Thurs-Wolf Parade, Fri-Rob Skoro. The Doughty show was great, per usual, but the crowd sucked. Too many drunken frat-boy idiots. The guy standing next to me actually had...
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Man, that was a DECENT show last night. Wolf Parade & Arcade Fire. WOW. So much energy & it was just so cool. Easily one of the best shows I've been to this year.

Decided yesterday that I didn't want to work today. Boss said it was ok, so 3 day weekend! Love it.

Think we're going to Gasthofs tonight for Octoberfest. Gonna be a...
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Urgh, It's a mess. I really hate when it comes in waves... that's how it's been coming today... just wave after wave... hopelessness, sadness, depression, whatever you want to call it. I know I gotta do something about this, but WHAT? Back to therapy that never really worked? Diff drugs? That's just a whole mess that I dunno if I'm really ready for.

We lost...
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Derg, I gotta help my sister move tomorrow... it's gonna suck, but it's also to an apartment in the same building that she's currently in, so it could be a whole lot worse.

Got a ticket to see Idlewild tonight, but I'm gonna bail. I wasn't impressed with their most recent, & the one before that wasn't that great either. 100 Broken Windows was easily...
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What a terrible fucking birthday. I had to help a friend move. I mean, I guess I did help a friend, which is all good & nice, but man, it would have been nice to just get dinner & drinks or something.

Anyway, sleeeeeeeeeeep.

Lonely....

Went through my CD's, got about 15 that I need to give another chance....

Only problem is that I bought Holopaw's new album and CAN'T FUCKING STOP LISTENING TO IT. Man, they BETTER tour up to Mpls or I'm gonna have to travel.

Only my sister will text message me back.... cry cry cry.

Grain Belt is good... but no substitute for actual human...
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Still going stong with work.... sux more than it oughta.

Had a bachelor party for a buddy this weekend. I still feel like death. AND the groom pissed on my shoes.

Fun City.

He always wears button-down shirts..... sometimes.

Man, I've been a member for almost a year & I still don't have any friends.... I'd cry, but I think I do that enough in the shower (that way even I can't tell I'm crying!!!).

I'm supposed to go to the Wrens tonight, but I got pretty sunburned today & am uncomfortable. I really don't feel like going...
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