Yet another day. Sometimes I wonder why I do stupid shit so much, Other times I'm sure of why. In the end, does it really matter as to my understanding of my actions? Does my cognizance appreciably change the world. I strive to treat people not as a means to an end, but an end itself. Regardless, I find myself pursuing my own ends, searching helplessly for altruism to find that any action I take is being done only for my own self-gratification in the end. Whether this is the human condition or whether it can be escaped is a point I ponder many nights, lying awake. Insomnia gives you plenty of time to think, at least. Regardless, I shall continue to strive to defeat my efforts to objectify my fellow man and move towards a worldview where I can see the divinity in every thing, however inconsequential it may seem.
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