Wow guys!
Not that I'm not grateful, but I'm getting so many new followers and new commenters! Where have you all discovered me from? I thought I was forever the "lost" or "missing" Suicide Girl because most don't even know I exist here, let alone have been here for more than 13 and a half years!
Thank you, new followers, and old, and those who have been here, but just started commenting! ❤️
And for those of you who haven't seen, I finally have an office for my mail to go to. So, if anyone feels the need to drop me a postcard, a letter, anything at all, I am excited to get any mail, and I will also send something back to some of you. It will certainly be random, if I'm getting a lot of mail!
Here's where you can write to me:
Sid Suicide
1670 E Cheyenne Mountain Blvd
Suite F151
Colorado Springs, CO 80906
As usual, I am lucky to have you all as people I can count on to stick by me, no matter what my problems are. Thank you for that!
Above: Therapy Unicorn!
Above: my new glasses frames. I have to wait for my lenses to get them tightened and shaped to my face better, but I went with some subtle cat-eye. Do you guys like them? I hope you do, because I dropped a bit of $ on these. It's hard to see in the photo, but they are sparkly purple!
As always, I'll see you soon. I'll be "working" as a cosplayer at Kapow Comics and Coffee this weekend, so if you're in the Colorado Springs area, come say hello! The next few paragraphs are under a spoiler because it's a rant on a local asshole in the Comic/Cosplay scene who is trying to intimidate me out of it because his ego and ambition is fucking over the charts into crazy territory and larger than his tiny, non-lesson absorbing brain. I really need to stop being so nice to people because they all seem to walk all over me...
Sadly, there's been one a-hole creating drama in our little cosplay/comic community, and lately, I'm a target. This person has stolen articles I've written and photos I have taken without giving me credit, and he claims it's because I wasn't "pulling my weight" in his "company", which I never was a part of in the first place, I would just help him out when we happened to be at the same place at the same time, and many of you know that this year and last year have been so awful for me, mostly health-wise, and he never considered that being a factor. He wanted me to go to meetings at a bar that served nothing but food I was allergic to, and drinks I couldn't really drink because I haven't been drinking much lately and I'm trying to focus on my body healing, rather than throwing one more thing into my body that can cause some issues with my medications. Not to mention, said bar was not ADA compliant, so I couldn't even get in there on one of my bad days if I tried.
It actually almost caused me to leave the Colorado comics and cosplayers scene altogether, but I found more encouraging words and more "fuck that guy, he's a dick and I hate him!" as a comment toward the situation than anything else. He just uses people and tries to get into their connections, and when he's done with you, he treats you like pure ass! And all this started because I answered a question he asked that I knew the answer to, in an effort to help him out, and he told me that I was not allowed to "speak unless I tell you to" because he thought I was his puppet, and this was all over Facebook. In a group for professional media covering Denver Comic Con (which I've been doing on my own for the last 4 years without his help). He looked like Cheeto McTinyhands, our great leader of the country throwing a tantrum.
So I said I was in no way associated with him on my Facebook, which lead him to more tantrums, and him sending random idiots to praise him in the said "Professional Media Group". Apparently, he was offended I was even in the group to begin with. I work for other people and myself, not him, that's why I'm in it, and I cover cons across the country due to that every year... Sorry I didn't come to your meetings, asshat, I was too busy working elsewhere at conventions in LA, San Diego, and not just Denver. And I will be doing it again this year too, except this time he won't be able to copy and paste anything I do or say because he'll be blocked from it all!
Anyway, I'm going to need to check to see that he's taken my content down yet because I'll go skipping to my lawyer's office if he hasn't. It's always super fun to send people cease and desist letters and tell them how much you usually make for the content they've stolen! I love how these people come to light either when things are going awesome or when I am down so low that I really can't take one more kick lower...
At least this thing happened during a great upslope. Thanks for the birthday present of showing your true face, asshole! You probably shouldn't show up this weekend because there are a ton of people who seriously want you banned from all things having to do with the industry, and a few who might seriously want to kick your fat, ugly ass.
I know he's probably reading this, or having a minion do so. It's public, and he's been "watching my social media" for awhile, like that's supposed to scare me or some shit. Bring it, old man. I'd love to see you try to get to me with the huge ring of supporters at my side, and no one at yours. Anyone you "work" with, you hates you and pretends to like you, but they all point and laugh at you behind your back because even after stealing my content, your stuff looks like pure SHIT
But other than that little hiccup, I'm still feeling on top of the world! I won so many random contests in the last month, it's almost hilarious. My luck, and outlook on life are turning around for the better, and I'm typing this with a sinus headache/migraine that 3 Vicodin couldn't stop! It's been so amazing to see how great true friends are. Even if you don't seem them all the time. And for the first time in a long time, I can genuinely say that I'm happy, and I'm really happy I kicked so much trash and trashy people out of my life forever. They were the weights and anchors who kept dragging me down. I'm over that now.
Love you guys, seriously, you help take care of me and keep me out of the dark pits of my brain that I don't want to go to anymore.
Thank you all,
X0X0,
☠️-Sid-☠️