So, since things have been pretty awful for us since December, I'm trying not to lose my mind, and the one fun thing I wanted to do, ended up getting me sick because people are assholes and leave the house while sick, and let their kids touch everything after putting their hands into their mouths.
Seriously, if your kid has a runny nose, unless you can make it go away with allergy meds, DON'T leave the house!
If you "just have a cough" and think it's okay to go out because you don't think it's that bad, DON'T leave the house!
Anyone who generally doesn't feel good because they might have a cold, a bug, the flu, and leaves their houses to get everyone else infected, you're a selfish dick. I'm sorry to say it, but you are. People like this are why I can never have fun, less I spend at least 3 days recovering from whatever germs you and your's threw at my immune system that sucks really bad.
If you have any feeling of sickness, at least have the decency to wear a mask. And before you say that I should be the one wearing a mask because I have a crap immune system, I'm already pretty much outcast for being disabled and looking younger than I am. Strangers never give up their seats on public transportation to me, even when I am on crutches, they seem to take up 3 seats all for themselves as to act like I am lying. So, I'm already facing discrimination, so maybe you should feel that shame when you go out in public while sick.
You never know if the woman standing next to you is a cancer survivor and this is her first week without pain, so she's going to treat herself to the museum. You never know if the person using the handicapped spot has severe PTSD or a genetic illness, like I do.
There is no "well, you look normal..." in having a disability and a compromised immune system. Please don't ruin the lives of other people just because you feel "okay enough" to get out of the house.
Human decency seems so rare and arbitrary these days. I'm tired of putting up with it, being sick, and then on top of that getting the bad news that my insurance doesn't think I meet the requirements for the life-saving medication I've been on for over 6 years now. I have to appeal it in front of a judge, and I cannot afford a lawyer. I'm so tired of life hurting.
Sorry to be a bummer guys, this is why I wasn't posting much on here, or anywhere really. Being sick is awful enough, but being sick and stressed feels like a mountain I can't get over.
x0x0,
☠️-Sid-☠️
