it's just fantastic. having to listen to the music, as loud as i think the stereo will handle. just let the chaos wash over me, into my ears, cleansing by ritual destruction. some long list of pretty much the same ol same ol i've been listening to for the past 10 or so. comforting but dull, rarely with that spark of innovation. that's fine. it does the job just right. forcing out my own voices, crushin my thoughts, easing my tendancy to focus fire my thoughts on all that isn't right about me, my life, my way. just turn it up... a little louder.
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