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doug you scared me!!

Hey dear...sorry I didn't catch this post earlier.....and you are right, we DO need to hang...I feel so bad for you right now....I wish there was an easier way to forget about kim.....and believe me, right now, there isn't, it's true! BUT! You WILL start to move beyond her, you just need time.....I know you will find someone, D. I know you and you have a huge heart! Let's talk soon, k?

Dooooug! Hunny-bun...I think you need to be practical, really. Is the pay good at the current job? I mean, I know how much it sucks to have to leave a job where you know the ins and outs like the back of your hand (DON'T turn that into a dirty joke, fool! lol) and the people are chill and the work environment as a whole is just rad. For me, the reason I left the art store was because I realized I had/have bills that HAVE GOT TO get paid. Currently, I am looking for a new job, of course depending on what they do for me (i.e. give me the assistant designer position they've been promising for the last year). But yeah, I have to say, where I am has built up some amazing skills, and honestly, it just makes me party harder and enjoy my free time SOO much more because I am leaving work at work. Y'know? Sorry if this isn't helpful at all, but one thing I have to say about the Gov. is that it is stability! It's benefits! And depending on what you go into, sometimes there is true satisfaction that what you are doing is meaningful in some regard. I don't want to seem like I am pushing you into anything that would make you unhappy (me likey your smile!), I am just trying to be an outside voice chiming in! Hugs, and I will be around if you need to talk this one out

doug, thank you soooooo much for calling. ive missed you dearly. im super glad we got to catch up. i hope you have a wonderful night and a super awesome.... till next time we talk.

<3

love ya!!

x

hey man I know what will cheer you up! Machine guns and half tracks!!! Were are going to be lighting it up in the area in the next month or two with a heavy MG shoot!! Can you say multible MG42'S? I will keep you posted!

Awww....I kiss it for you.

good luck my dear...I need a new job, DESPERATELY!!! ughhhh, we should talk soon!

Thank you. You always seem to help me feel better about stuff. Xo

I hope things are well with you.

where did you go?

miss you too!!!!!!!!
im probably going to suspend on monday!!! yayayayayayay!!!

fuck yeah! that sounds so fucking nice!! i need to get away. desperatly. im jealous. and im super glad you've decided to hang in there. thats pretty fucken cool too. xo

I wanna go tear some shit up!!! *jealous*

i just wrote you a super long comment, and it all got erased, so i will text you later.
hang in there sweetie.

i'm one of those girls who fear the officiating of relationships with the gf/bf titles, although i haven't quite figured out exactly why the words are so scary...i mean....it's not like it hurts any less if something goes awry with something you're emotionally invested in, by not labeling it a certain way?
the above advice from 666Irish is indeed very wise.
if you make it a big issue, it might just reaffirm her reasons for not wanting to be called a girlfriend. I'd say the most important thing is that you keep communication open and you both know what is and is not okay to do with other people while involved with each other.

woo! <3

thank you soooo much sweet heart! i am going to take a little time for myself... taking friday off. woot! a whole day to do my laundry...take a bath... take care of me. stuff like that is nice.