well shit folks.......
I guess it was bound to happen. The whole being freidns thing is all good...but I still love this gal and she is in my head 24/7. I hope it gets easier.
So when we spoke on the phone yesterday and it got ugly...it ended bad. So I tried to call everyone I could think of who was around ( I shoulda...
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I guess it was bound to happen. The whole being freidns thing is all good...but I still love this gal and she is in my head 24/7. I hope it gets easier.
So when we spoke on the phone yesterday and it got ugly...it ended bad. So I tried to call everyone I could think of who was around ( I shoulda...
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well the last two weeks have been interesting......
worked for the DEA for a day with my brother. Got to play with all sorts of neat things in the museum. I was hired to help take apart and exhibit and put up a new one. It gave me a good taste of what government work would be like...and I have to be honest...I liked it!!...
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worked for the DEA for a day with my brother. Got to play with all sorts of neat things in the museum. I was hired to help take apart and exhibit and put up a new one. It gave me a good taste of what government work would be like...and I have to be honest...I liked it!!...
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ryker:
it was in Frederick...it wasnt that small of a party there were probably 150-200 kids there but yeah, not cool either way. fuck THAT shit
ryker:
she musta worked at the dirty bird then! whos your friend??
still looking for a job...but to be honest I am scared to leave the job I have. It is a fun job...not too hard and I get discounts on the things I buy all the time...car parts!! but it is a go-nowhere job....no real advancement and just dead ends.
I want to get a gov job but then I have to dress all nice...I wont...
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rude_ruca:
Dooooug! Hunny-bun...I think you need to be practical, really. Is the pay good at the current job? I mean, I know how much it sucks to have to leave a job where you know the ins and outs like the back of your hand (DON'T turn that into a dirty joke, fool! lol) and the people are chill and the work environment as a whole is just rad. For me, the reason I left the art store was because I realized I had/have bills that HAVE GOT TO get paid. Currently, I am looking for a new job, of course depending on what they do for me (i.e. give me the assistant designer position they've been promising for the last year). But yeah, I have to say, where I am has built up some amazing skills, and honestly, it just makes me party harder and enjoy my free time SOO much more because I am leaving work at work. Y'know? Sorry if this isn't helpful at all, but one thing I have to say about the Gov. is that it is stability! It's benefits! And depending on what you go into, sometimes there is true satisfaction that what you are doing is meaningful in some regard. I don't want to seem like I am pushing you into anything that would make you unhappy (me likey your smile!), I am just trying to be an outside voice chiming in! Hugs, and I will be around if you need to talk this one out 
roxiekill:
doug, thank you soooooo much for calling. ive missed you dearly. im super glad we got to catch up. i hope you have a wonderful night and a super awesome.... till next time we talk.
<3
love ya!!
x
<3
love ya!!
x
im not in the mood to put up a good post....but all I have to say is that my back has hurt ever since 2000 when I got my back surgury...AND ITS GETTING WORSE!!!!
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liberator:
hey man I know what will cheer you up! Machine guns and half tracks!!! Were are going to be lighting it up in the area in the next month or two with a heavy MG shoot!! Can you say multible MG42'S? I will keep you posted!
babysnakes:
Awww....I kiss it for you.
hello everyone.
not much is new with me...just been working and contimplating quiting my job. It is an awesome job...its easy with ok pay...but it is a go no-where job. That is why I am going to pursue a government job...yup yup.
wish me luck!!
not much is new with me...just been working and contimplating quiting my job. It is an awesome job...its easy with ok pay...but it is a go no-where job. That is why I am going to pursue a government job...yup yup.
wish me luck!!
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rude_ruca:
good luck my dear...I need a new job, DESPERATELY!!! ughhhh, we should talk soon!
roxiekill:
Thank you. You always seem to help me feel better about stuff. Xo
I hope things are well with you.
I hope things are well with you.
update....been too long!!!
well first of all kim is doing well. She has been working at a camp this summer and has been getting a lot of interviews for teaching jobs this coming school year. We are doing well..same ol thing...but doing well.
Im thinking of quiting my job for a government job. Not sure what one yet, I am applying as we speak, but...
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well first of all kim is doing well. She has been working at a camp this summer and has been getting a lot of interviews for teaching jobs this coming school year. We are doing well..same ol thing...but doing well.
Im thinking of quiting my job for a government job. Not sure what one yet, I am applying as we speak, but...
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roxiekill:
where did you go?
where did you go?
roxiekill:
miss you too!!!!!!!!
im probably going to suspend on monday!!! yayayayayayay!!!
im probably going to suspend on monday!!! yayayayayayay!!!
thank you all for your advice!! Im gonna ride the wave and see what happends with this one. We have been hanging out alot more often latelly and it is going very very well.
other than that not much is new. I just returned from a 24 hour trip to my mountain house up in western maryland. My familly has a 500 acre "tree farm"...
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other than that not much is new. I just returned from a 24 hour trip to my mountain house up in western maryland. My familly has a 500 acre "tree farm"...
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roxiekill:
fuck yeah! that sounds so fucking nice!! i need to get away. desperatly. im jealous. and im super glad you've decided to hang in there. thats pretty fucken cool too. xo
xo
_pie_:
I wanna go tear some shit up!!! *jealous*
to all of those who read and posted to my last entry...I thank you.
my car overheated tonight due to a faulty electric fan...sucks. kim and I are doing bad. She is in the "I dont want a b/f" mindset...yet we spend alot of time together and are pretty much b/f and g/f. What do I do??!!?!?!?!
my car overheated tonight due to a faulty electric fan...sucks. kim and I are doing bad. She is in the "I dont want a b/f" mindset...yet we spend alot of time together and are pretty much b/f and g/f. What do I do??!!?!?!?!
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roxiekill:
i just wrote you a super long comment, and it all got erased, so i will text you later.
hang in there sweetie.
hang in there sweetie.
einglaswein:
i'm one of those girls who fear the officiating of relationships with the gf/bf titles, although i haven't quite figured out exactly why the words are so scary...i mean....it's not like it hurts any less if something goes awry with something you're emotionally invested in, by not labeling it a certain way?
the above advice from 666Irish is indeed very wise.
if you make it a big issue, it might just reaffirm her reasons for not wanting to be called a girlfriend. I'd say the most important thing is that you keep communication open and you both know what is and is not okay to do with other people while involved with each other.
the above advice from 666Irish is indeed very wise.
if you make it a big issue, it might just reaffirm her reasons for not wanting to be called a girlfriend. I'd say the most important thing is that you keep communication open and you both know what is and is not okay to do with other people while involved with each other.
well i am officially a member for another year...yay right??
this is a test....who actually reads my page??
this is a test....who actually reads my page??
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roxiekill:
woo! <3
roxiekill:
thank you soooo much sweet heart! i am going to take a little time for myself... taking friday off. woot! a whole day to do my laundry...take a bath... take care of me. stuff like that is nice.
all is good now. we spoke about it and it was a one time thing...no meaning behind it. Things are good...things are good.
I saw shannon last friday. I picked her up from Union Station and drove her home to philly. She is a mess...thats all im going to say about that. Im over her for good after seeing her again.
I saw shannon last friday. I picked her up from Union Station and drove her home to philly. She is a mess...thats all im going to say about that. Im over her for good after seeing her again.
doug you scared me!!