my current mood........eh...fuck this, fuck that blah blah blah
im in a pretty shitty mood. you know what did it this time.....take a wild guess.
Shannon....thats what. Yeah I know that she is up there...in a shit hole "work release"...but all I do...every day is work my ass off so I can pay off my bills and then make sure I have enough $ to go up there every other sunday to see her. Dont get me wrong...I love the girl to death...but when I get up there and she's freakin out on me...thats not what I need!!!! Id give my fuckin car up if thats what it took to get her out of that place and into a normal apartment down here in Maryland. but its gonna take a lot more than that. To be honest...I have no idea what's gonna happen with this siutaion. Im not sure when and how she is gonna get out. Oh....she is free to go...but needs a "stable" address to relocate too. And a recovery house is not so stable for her b/c we all know that if she goes there....she has like an 85% chance of ditching again. AND FUCK THAT!!!! I just cant take any of that crap again. The last time just about killed me.....read back a couple journals and you will know what im talking about. But I lover her and I do it all for her.....so im gonna stop complaining and go back to work.
im in a pretty shitty mood. you know what did it this time.....take a wild guess.
Shannon....thats what. Yeah I know that she is up there...in a shit hole "work release"...but all I do...every day is work my ass off so I can pay off my bills and then make sure I have enough $ to go up there every other sunday to see her. Dont get me wrong...I love the girl to death...but when I get up there and she's freakin out on me...thats not what I need!!!! Id give my fuckin car up if thats what it took to get her out of that place and into a normal apartment down here in Maryland. but its gonna take a lot more than that. To be honest...I have no idea what's gonna happen with this siutaion. Im not sure when and how she is gonna get out. Oh....she is free to go...but needs a "stable" address to relocate too. And a recovery house is not so stable for her b/c we all know that if she goes there....she has like an 85% chance of ditching again. AND FUCK THAT!!!! I just cant take any of that crap again. The last time just about killed me.....read back a couple journals and you will know what im talking about. But I lover her and I do it all for her.....so im gonna stop complaining and go back to work.
my vagina is better now. i dont have cancer! yay for me! and garretts back from oakland so everythings back to normal. thanks for asking