Wow, its been time since i left anything here. Im hanging my head in shame as i type 
A series of ups and downs have been haunting me lately. First off, back in Sept my old best friend and i finally got our act together and patched things up. I couldn't have been happier and she returned that. It has been fantastic, just like old times. Spending the majority of the weeks since hanging out, getting blind drunk, doing each others hair, owing the dance floor (in said blind drunken mess) to mcr, fob, brandnew, distillers, rancid, everything we ask the dj for cause he loves us and plays everything we ask for
, "stalking" bands on tour and fangirling after meeting them (i've never swooned so hard. I should know better at my age) and taking random trips to London because we can.
Back in October, we decided to just go down for the week because we could and we just wanted to have the time to us, to talk/, listen, drink and just be friends again. One of the best weeks.
we spent the whole week in Camden <3 drinking coffee, whiskey, perving on the amazing boys that lurk the place, idolising the amazing people that call that place home, shopping, spazzing over the beautiful pretties in the harajuku stall in the market (the goods and the oh so cute people who worked there). I urge everyone to stay at the generator hostel near Euston should you be looking for somewhere to lay your head while in London. Tis basic and simple but with the best bar. I always get trashed there. God bless their happy hour and lack of measuring the shots. A couple of hours there, a stagger to the Underworld for some club night where the dj was the shit and went off himself to everything he played, there was an abundance of pretty little scene boys for us to perv on.
So, the last couple of months have been awesome in that sence and i've felt like my old self. A little short lived maybe. I feel my best friend and i could be on the slide again. The introduction of a new guy in her life and im already being left behind. I've not seen her in 3 weeks (we're used to hanging out a great part of the week) and haven't really spoken to her in as long. A quick txt from her the other night let me know she was alive. I've been good, i was letting her get in touch with me first, im not going to keep making the first move only to take a beating. I responded and asked if she would have a shread of freedom from work just so i could give her her christmas gift. End of last week sometime, i still haven't heard from her
I honestly don't know why she has this coldness towards me right now but it bloody hurts no matter how much i try to fight it. We shall see, fingers crossed it doesn't go tits up again. I couldn't cope this time.
I''ve been on the "stalk" of a couple of bands again
firstly, Gym Class Heroes. Christ do i love em! Ended up going to all of their shows bar 1 in Sept. Only paid for 2 of them too! Being a small band, playing tiny venues and remembering us from past shows they were willing to look after us. Wicked bunch of guys, and everyone in their crew. Internet <3's f'realz!
Secondly My Chemical Romance got the stalker treatment. Only 4 shows this time but front row each night. That band does own a large part of my heart and people can talk shit all they want. I'll be with them to the end (ha,no pun intended!).
Such sweet guys to. Once again, recognision for shows before (and not being 13yr old screaming fan girls) paid off. Learning of our (my) mass driving round the UK for them and many hours out in the dark and cold, Mr Iero took it upon himself to make sure we were fed at least. Wandering round the Bournmouth venue with a abg consisting of the making of pb&jelly sandwiches. Key to my heart much?! Unfortunatly we had dragged ourselfs into the heart of Bournmouth and could not be found. We did thank him though. So fucking sweet!!
They were never really a band that made me swoon or go all "OMFGZ!!11"! THEI ArE lIKe sooooo eFFinG HawT!!!!11!123453tiheq;ahn[awogn;e" but after that week of being clocked in the same spot each night, the looks of concern while you are unable to hold back tears as a couple of their songs affect you in such a way, and the unwavering eye contact that makes you blush all the way (haha, another unintended pun!) down, being part of something i adore and an amazing artist (in the traditional sense)... i admit it, i fell. Oh, and don't get me started on the newly despectacled sibling of his. The boy has blossomed i would say (but my friend has dibs on him so i cant touch )
That band is responsible for how a lot of my artwork turns out and they are a major part in fueling my creativity. So, because im such a bloody dork, i had them sign one of my sketchbooks. Frank, way too excited about the thing, caused me to blush yet again and feel a little uneasy as that very personal item (its like a diary in a fashion) was in his hands. I cannot wait for March to come around now. 9/10 shows, obsessed much?
Be still my swooning heart! Sorry
My potential move fell through due to being pressured into something that i was a little unsure that i wanted to comitt to and after learning things about a person, im kinda glad it fell through. Id rather still have the friendship that a housemate.
My an aunty again! My sister had her little girl on Dec 10th. She's just perfect and her big brother is smitten with her too. Im very proud of him.
Not so good news is that im still harbouring some bad feelings towards my step dad. I really don't like being at home. Im not sure whats going to happen.
Im trying to work up the guts to tell my folks that i want to go back to college. I hate not being there and i want to go back and take the illustration course. I've been drawing more than ever lately and im at my most content when im sucked into that. Its all i want to do.
I think i say it everytime but i'll try to update more ofter.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! NONE OF THIS PC HAPPY HOLIDAYS CRAP
A series of ups and downs have been haunting me lately. First off, back in Sept my old best friend and i finally got our act together and patched things up. I couldn't have been happier and she returned that. It has been fantastic, just like old times. Spending the majority of the weeks since hanging out, getting blind drunk, doing each others hair, owing the dance floor (in said blind drunken mess) to mcr, fob, brandnew, distillers, rancid, everything we ask the dj for cause he loves us and plays everything we ask for
, "stalking" bands on tour and fangirling after meeting them (i've never swooned so hard. I should know better at my age) and taking random trips to London because we can.
Back in October, we decided to just go down for the week because we could and we just wanted to have the time to us, to talk/, listen, drink and just be friends again. One of the best weeks.
we spent the whole week in Camden <3 drinking coffee, whiskey, perving on the amazing boys that lurk the place, idolising the amazing people that call that place home, shopping, spazzing over the beautiful pretties in the harajuku stall in the market (the goods and the oh so cute people who worked there). I urge everyone to stay at the generator hostel near Euston should you be looking for somewhere to lay your head while in London. Tis basic and simple but with the best bar. I always get trashed there. God bless their happy hour and lack of measuring the shots. A couple of hours there, a stagger to the Underworld for some club night where the dj was the shit and went off himself to everything he played, there was an abundance of pretty little scene boys for us to perv on.
So, the last couple of months have been awesome in that sence and i've felt like my old self. A little short lived maybe. I feel my best friend and i could be on the slide again. The introduction of a new guy in her life and im already being left behind. I've not seen her in 3 weeks (we're used to hanging out a great part of the week) and haven't really spoken to her in as long. A quick txt from her the other night let me know she was alive. I've been good, i was letting her get in touch with me first, im not going to keep making the first move only to take a beating. I responded and asked if she would have a shread of freedom from work just so i could give her her christmas gift. End of last week sometime, i still haven't heard from her
I honestly don't know why she has this coldness towards me right now but it bloody hurts no matter how much i try to fight it. We shall see, fingers crossed it doesn't go tits up again. I couldn't cope this time.
I''ve been on the "stalk" of a couple of bands again
firstly, Gym Class Heroes. Christ do i love em! Ended up going to all of their shows bar 1 in Sept. Only paid for 2 of them too! Being a small band, playing tiny venues and remembering us from past shows they were willing to look after us. Wicked bunch of guys, and everyone in their crew. Internet <3's f'realz!
Secondly My Chemical Romance got the stalker treatment. Only 4 shows this time but front row each night. That band does own a large part of my heart and people can talk shit all they want. I'll be with them to the end (ha,no pun intended!).
Such sweet guys to. Once again, recognision for shows before (and not being 13yr old screaming fan girls) paid off. Learning of our (my) mass driving round the UK for them and many hours out in the dark and cold, Mr Iero took it upon himself to make sure we were fed at least. Wandering round the Bournmouth venue with a abg consisting of the making of pb&jelly sandwiches. Key to my heart much?! Unfortunatly we had dragged ourselfs into the heart of Bournmouth and could not be found. We did thank him though. So fucking sweet!!
They were never really a band that made me swoon or go all "OMFGZ!!11"! THEI ArE lIKe sooooo eFFinG HawT!!!!11!123453tiheq;ahn[awogn;e" but after that week of being clocked in the same spot each night, the looks of concern while you are unable to hold back tears as a couple of their songs affect you in such a way, and the unwavering eye contact that makes you blush all the way (haha, another unintended pun!) down, being part of something i adore and an amazing artist (in the traditional sense)... i admit it, i fell. Oh, and don't get me started on the newly despectacled sibling of his. The boy has blossomed i would say (but my friend has dibs on him so i cant touch
)
That band is responsible for how a lot of my artwork turns out and they are a major part in fueling my creativity. So, because im such a bloody dork, i had them sign one of my sketchbooks. Frank, way too excited about the thing, caused me to blush yet again and feel a little uneasy as that very personal item (its like a diary in a fashion) was in his hands. I cannot wait for March to come around now. 9/10 shows, obsessed much?
Be still my swooning heart! Sorry
My potential move fell through due to being pressured into something that i was a little unsure that i wanted to comitt to and after learning things about a person, im kinda glad it fell through. Id rather still have the friendship that a housemate.
My an aunty again! My sister had her little girl on Dec 10th. She's just perfect and her big brother is smitten with her too. Im very proud of him.
Not so good news is that im still harbouring some bad feelings towards my step dad. I really don't like being at home. Im not sure whats going to happen.
Im trying to work up the guts to tell my folks that i want to go back to college. I hate not being there and i want to go back and take the illustration course. I've been drawing more than ever lately and im at my most content when im sucked into that. Its all i want to do.
I think i say it everytime but i'll try to update more ofter.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! NONE OF THIS PC HAPPY HOLIDAYS CRAP
I was drinking near there just the other night! lol