"What the fuck? What's going on? Holy shit. Oh my god. Jesus Christ!"
That's what some people were saying, when I romped through the hallways of school, wearing a black bandana over my mouth, with a ripped hole, and safety pins, pinning the hole over my mouth shut. My lipstick, pale with a black line down the bottom lip. My mouth twisted evil smiles through...
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That's what some people were saying, when I romped through the hallways of school, wearing a black bandana over my mouth, with a ripped hole, and safety pins, pinning the hole over my mouth shut. My lipstick, pale with a black line down the bottom lip. My mouth twisted evil smiles through...
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I made my mother a card. It contained (drawn on the inside) an eye with flowers and torns, a "Happy Mother's Day, Mom" and $50 (the real thing, not drawn, for all you dipshits and smartasses).
I'll put a picture of it up when my computer stops being a digi whore. Hopefully she doesn't throw it away by then (my mother, not the computer, again,...
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I'll put a picture of it up when my computer stops being a digi whore. Hopefully she doesn't throw it away by then (my mother, not the computer, again,...
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"European boys are sweetier than American boys."
That's what I told the Sweden boy after my English III class, when I returned the ink pen he let me use for that hour. He was there to observe American schools, because it's required for him to become a teacher. He said, "Aye!" I smiled and walked out the door to my next class, silently saying, "Yes....
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That's what I told the Sweden boy after my English III class, when I returned the ink pen he let me use for that hour. He was there to observe American schools, because it's required for him to become a teacher. He said, "Aye!" I smiled and walked out the door to my next class, silently saying, "Yes....
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"Deception is overrated, so is revenge, come to think of it, so is Myspace, but they are all fun, except for Myspace. Myspace is gay."
If there are castles in the sky, fuck them, I perfer sandcastles on the seashore. My barbies do nasty things when no one is watching, which is why I have to dress them, constantly. If you grow a backbone, I'll...
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If there are castles in the sky, fuck them, I perfer sandcastles on the seashore. My barbies do nasty things when no one is watching, which is why I have to dress them, constantly. If you grow a backbone, I'll...
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"It always rains when he comes around."
"He comes with the rain. That's how it always is. It's almost as if the sky cries when he's around."
Four years ago, I met a guy, whom I feel completely for. I stalked him and freaked him out, because I was a little girl, who didn't know how to handle little boys. Of course, the guy was...
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"He comes with the rain. That's how it always is. It's almost as if the sky cries when he's around."
Four years ago, I met a guy, whom I feel completely for. I stalked him and freaked him out, because I was a little girl, who didn't know how to handle little boys. Of course, the guy was...
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hippyxxx:
Although it does make for pretty good poetry, I am sorta curious to know what held you back.
I'll apologize in advance...I guess I'm just nosy.
I'll apologize in advance...I guess I'm just nosy.
Okay. I don't want my last entry to seem like a bitch fit, because I wasn't upset about anything. The main point of the entry, was to express how I don't care, for anything. I'm not angry at anything, or anyone, because I don't feel anything for either. Coldheartedness, or in this case noheartedness, can sometimes be mistaken for anger, but with no emotion involved,...
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hippyxxx:
It bothers me that people have free will, yet they rely on an imaginary figure to guide their lives. They make it seem as though praying is a much better alternative to actually getting off their ass and doing.
*End rant*
*End rant*
I've realised that I don't care anymore. I don't care for anything. Actually, I've become emotionally absent and zombified. People can't seem to touch me or tap into my thoughts, ever persistant thoughts, anymore. There use to be a cold wall that could be broken down, but now, there's really nothing, an invisible membrane, veiling me from feelings. It's weird, because as I notice this,...
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hippyxxx:
I really wish I'd known you when I was still in a band. The art is fucking awesome.
To the journal entry: I'm not going to sit here and tell you I understand and all that bullshit, because when people feel alone, it's different in every case for many reasons. On the opposite side of that, I tend to alienate myself from people. I like having my own space, and I get really irritated when people try to cross the line. I'll try not to step over your line.
I really just wanted to say that you seem like a pretty cool chick, and I hope everything works out. The last thing the world needs is one LESS person who understands the greatness of "The Art of War".
To the journal entry: I'm not going to sit here and tell you I understand and all that bullshit, because when people feel alone, it's different in every case for many reasons. On the opposite side of that, I tend to alienate myself from people. I like having my own space, and I get really irritated when people try to cross the line. I'll try not to step over your line.
I really just wanted to say that you seem like a pretty cool chick, and I hope everything works out. The last thing the world needs is one LESS person who understands the greatness of "The Art of War".
-Stopped smoking weed.
-Went through withdrawal.
-Have a virus on my computer.
-Four more weeks of school.
-Still without a steady boyfriend.
-Bored with Suicide Girls already.
-Contemplating on leaving soon.
-Went through withdrawal.
-Have a virus on my computer.
-Four more weeks of school.
-Still without a steady boyfriend.
-Bored with Suicide Girls already.
-Contemplating on leaving soon.
imyourgodnow:
cant leave yet only just found ya
things cant be that bad can they?
things cant be that bad can they?
I have met him. He's the man of my dreams (kind of). He has dark hair, dark eyes, a sexy personality, and he listens to Acid Bath, plus he smokes weed. He's 30 something, has two daughters (one of which is almost my height and has bigger boobs than I), and her birthday is today (she'll be turning 9, the other will be 2 soon)....
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Means nothing to me but my mum wants me to pass it on, and seeing your from Gretna, all be it LA...
God I fucking hate soccer...
-laughs-
I know where you are
I'm bored.
go figure.
what a rad sounding rosary
that guys voice makes me envious obviously.