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"European boys are sweetier than American boys."
That's what I told the Sweden boy after my English III class, when I returned the ink pen he let me use for that hour. He was there to observe American schools, because it's required for him to become a teacher. He said, "Aye!" I smiled and walked out the door to my next class, silently saying, "Yes....
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That's what I told the Sweden boy after my English III class, when I returned the ink pen he let me use for that hour. He was there to observe American schools, because it's required for him to become a teacher. He said, "Aye!" I smiled and walked out the door to my next class, silently saying, "Yes....
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"Deception is overrated, so is revenge, come to think of it, so is Myspace, but they are all fun, except for Myspace. Myspace is gay."
If there are castles in the sky, fuck them, I perfer sandcastles on the seashore. My barbies do nasty things when no one is watching, which is why I have to dress them, constantly. If you grow a backbone, I'll...
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If there are castles in the sky, fuck them, I perfer sandcastles on the seashore. My barbies do nasty things when no one is watching, which is why I have to dress them, constantly. If you grow a backbone, I'll...
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"It always rains when he comes around."
"He comes with the rain. That's how it always is. It's almost as if the sky cries when he's around."
Four years ago, I met a guy, whom I feel completely for. I stalked him and freaked him out, because I was a little girl, who didn't know how to handle little boys. Of course, the guy was...
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"He comes with the rain. That's how it always is. It's almost as if the sky cries when he's around."
Four years ago, I met a guy, whom I feel completely for. I stalked him and freaked him out, because I was a little girl, who didn't know how to handle little boys. Of course, the guy was...
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hippyxxx:
Although it does make for pretty good poetry, I am sorta curious to know what held you back.
I'll apologize in advance...I guess I'm just nosy.
I'll apologize in advance...I guess I'm just nosy.
Okay. I don't want my last entry to seem like a bitch fit, because I wasn't upset about anything. The main point of the entry, was to express how I don't care, for anything. I'm not angry at anything, or anyone, because I don't feel anything for either. Coldheartedness, or in this case noheartedness, can sometimes be mistaken for anger, but with no emotion involved,...
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hippyxxx:
It bothers me that people have free will, yet they rely on an imaginary figure to guide their lives. They make it seem as though praying is a much better alternative to actually getting off their ass and doing.
*End rant*
*End rant*
I've realised that I don't care anymore. I don't care for anything. Actually, I've become emotionally absent and zombified. People can't seem to touch me or tap into my thoughts, ever persistant thoughts, anymore. There use to be a cold wall that could be broken down, but now, there's really nothing, an invisible membrane, veiling me from feelings. It's weird, because as I notice this,...
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hippyxxx:
I really wish I'd known you when I was still in a band. The art is fucking awesome.
To the journal entry: I'm not going to sit here and tell you I understand and all that bullshit, because when people feel alone, it's different in every case for many reasons. On the opposite side of that, I tend to alienate myself from people. I like having my own space, and I get really irritated when people try to cross the line. I'll try not to step over your line.
I really just wanted to say that you seem like a pretty cool chick, and I hope everything works out. The last thing the world needs is one LESS person who understands the greatness of "The Art of War".
To the journal entry: I'm not going to sit here and tell you I understand and all that bullshit, because when people feel alone, it's different in every case for many reasons. On the opposite side of that, I tend to alienate myself from people. I like having my own space, and I get really irritated when people try to cross the line. I'll try not to step over your line.
I really just wanted to say that you seem like a pretty cool chick, and I hope everything works out. The last thing the world needs is one LESS person who understands the greatness of "The Art of War".
-Stopped smoking weed.
-Went through withdrawal.
-Have a virus on my computer.
-Four more weeks of school.
-Still without a steady boyfriend.
-Bored with Suicide Girls already.
-Contemplating on leaving soon.
-Went through withdrawal.
-Have a virus on my computer.
-Four more weeks of school.
-Still without a steady boyfriend.
-Bored with Suicide Girls already.
-Contemplating on leaving soon.
imyourgodnow:
cant leave yet only just found ya
things cant be that bad can they?
things cant be that bad can they?
I have met him. He's the man of my dreams (kind of). He has dark hair, dark eyes, a sexy personality, and he listens to Acid Bath, plus he smokes weed. He's 30 something, has two daughters (one of which is almost my height and has bigger boobs than I), and her birthday is today (she'll be turning 9, the other will be 2 soon)....
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Hush, my darling.
Sleep amongst damp grass and the small creatures which crawl through it.
The Moon bathes you in milky light, so hush, your voice blocks out the screaming in my head.
Rest now, as light bends my fingertips back into a familar place.
I would not harm you, if you worshipped me.
But you are tender now.
Asleep and we are alone in...
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Sleep amongst damp grass and the small creatures which crawl through it.
The Moon bathes you in milky light, so hush, your voice blocks out the screaming in my head.
Rest now, as light bends my fingertips back into a familar place.
I would not harm you, if you worshipped me.
But you are tender now.
Asleep and we are alone in...
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"I like his penis crumbs in my ass."
That was Liz's response when I asked her how she could possibly bear having anal sex with her boyfriend (whom, is extremely dirty...seriously, we're talking crusted dirt on the skin, dirty nails, bad smell, the whole 9 yards).
That was the only amusing thing today.
Oh. Yeah. A teacher stopped me and asked me if I was...
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That was Liz's response when I asked her how she could possibly bear having anal sex with her boyfriend (whom, is extremely dirty...seriously, we're talking crusted dirt on the skin, dirty nails, bad smell, the whole 9 yards).
That was the only amusing thing today.
Oh. Yeah. A teacher stopped me and asked me if I was...
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Liz had a pet moth the entire day of school. It just sat on her hand...all day. She named him/her Billy.
Guy: "So what are you gonna do with it? Gonna put it in something with some grass?"
Liz: "No. I want it to be by-itself. I don't want it talking to the grass."
Guy: "Well, what are you gonna do when it dies?"
Liz:...
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Guy: "So what are you gonna do with it? Gonna put it in something with some grass?"
Liz: "No. I want it to be by-itself. I don't want it talking to the grass."
Guy: "Well, what are you gonna do when it dies?"
Liz:...
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itburns:
Still got the hiccups?
"My organs are pussing sugar."
That's what I was saying, after eating a Holland Creme doughnut, on my walk home tonight. It was like a glazed doughnut with glaze filling. It was a diabetic person's wet dream, per say.
Hey! Random memory.
I remember when my mom use to be really religious, she told me, "When Jesus was crying out on the cross, it was...
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That's what I was saying, after eating a Holland Creme doughnut, on my walk home tonight. It was like a glazed doughnut with glaze filling. It was a diabetic person's wet dream, per say.
Hey! Random memory.
I remember when my mom use to be really religious, she told me, "When Jesus was crying out on the cross, it was...
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apostrophenow:
I like your attitude.
And you make a pretty picture.
I predict you'll be wildly popular very soon.
Welcome and Thank You for joining the ________ group.
And you make a pretty picture.
I predict you'll be wildly popular very soon.
Welcome and Thank You for joining the ________ group.