sicka

Dear friends,
I'm not sure when my membership is up so if you'd like to keep in touch please leave me or pm me your contact info.

Kthnx.

UGH. This month is not my month.

I had Mr. Jobe tell me that I have to reschedule our shoot since the studio was over booked.

I had to cancel my shoot with Melvin and I think it really upset him cos I was one of 4 models who did.

Not driving sucks.

I feel like a douchebag.

A really really big douchebag.

Anyway Wilkin's...
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I fucking love my new job. I get paid 7 bucks an hour to try and sell people pictures of their kids...PLUS I get comission. Yay.

I'm off to Pittsburgh this weekend I think. Fuck it. I'll go to my shoots anyway. I'm not missing this opportunity.

I will be there from Saturday afternoon - Monday morning. I think my shoots go like this, fetish,...
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You know, I hate when my friends ditch me. My friend totally bailed on me for this weekend so now I have to find someone else who will go to my shoots.

This sucks.

So I'm totally fucking confused.

Shawn called me this weekend from California. He said he's moving back. He told me he missed me. He told me that he had a lot of fun when we were together.

Why can't people just say this shit when we're together?

Dumb.
♥

I heard back from R.C.
That kid is too fucking cute.

Posting twice in one day? Shame on me.

So yeah, Shawn, the kid who moved to Cali and basically forgot who I was i/med me tonight and apologized for everything that went on between us. He said he's moving back here this March and that he would like to see me. People seriously pick the weirdest times ever to come back into my life.

I...
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Please let me know what's going on....

because I think you're great.

It's really dumb, but I want to fall in love....right now.
♥

p.s. I love the song "American Love" by Haste The Day.

That is all.

AHAHA They interviewed my friend Matt's band, Scatter The Ashes.

Man do I miss him.

I met someone.

Someone very nice.

Someone super beautiful.

I'm happy about that.
Kisses

I JUST FELL DOWN MY STAIRS AND LIKE, KILLED MY TAILBONE AND SCRATCHED UP MY UPPER ARM.

I'm am the biggest klutz ever, I swear.

Sucks.
Kisses
xxx

I think today I'm supposed to hang out with Kayla and Becky Kay. I'm really glad to be hanging out with both again. Becky and I stopped talking after a disagreement over a show, as stupid as that sounds. I was totally pissed cos I didn't feel like she was helping as much as she should and so I basically acted like a 5 year...
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