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She played with my head and when she had her fun she dumped me like trash.....fucking A....I give up frown blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed
timber_:
*hugs*
phoenixgirl:
She isnt worth your time.
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The recruiters think I will be gone as soon as next week....I will miss you all....more updates to come soon.... frown



anyone who wants me to write them in basic or call them needs to give me addressess and phone numbers....
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phoenixgirl:
Next week!!!??...gah! I will send you my address.
elvis:
Happy trails darlin and good luck
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I feel betrayed.....I am better than that....better than being hurt over and over...I WANT FUCKING LOVE frown

women love the sweet guys....only enough to dream of them in passing......... frown
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phoenixgirl:
Last night was really really bad...I have a big fat headache from crying, and have a feeling I am still going to be en emotional wreck for the next couple of days...I am going to be gone for the next 2 days, I have to go back to where I live and see what court papers I have to file, since he says I am S.O.L. now, but everyone else that isnt true...I really cant think right now....
shimarisu:
I have no clue what you're talking about, but I hope it gets better :/

*hugs*
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I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I made a 90! I...
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shimarisu:
...So wait, what did you make again?
timber_:
YAY! congrats biggrin
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I take my asvab tommorrow....wish me luck...
avidity:
GOOD LUCK! i'm so sorry i haven't been around. i've been trying to finish up cleaning the old apt, and setting up the new one. i am thinking about you, and i KNOW you will kick ass babe! mmmmmuah kiss
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As I march in circles to the tune of an evil drummer,
My dream is to live to see the beautifull summer.
My brain is forced to expel information,
Oh how I hate this sensation.
To me it is so demaning,
With hate for this game I am teaming.
My brain has started screaming,
The drumers eyes are gleaming.
Finally this twisted game is ending,...
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timber_:
ME!
ladylovelybrit:
I say you go for it. kiss
Thanks kevin, I love my snakebites! ♥
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I am not mad at life....I am just disalusioned by it... frown
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ganonymousg:
Agreed.... *btw thanks for the compliment*
kattrinak:
awwwwws sorry hunny....
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Does anyone elses life make them want to be bitter....or is it just mine.... frown
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kattrinak:
naw, you're just giong thru your shit.....
naima:
Sure.
I want to be bitter. Sometimes it's just easier to live life and give in to the bitterness.
But I wasn't made that way.

I've had years of bitter, dark, cynicism. I felt like everything that went wrong with me was the fault of other people.

Until I realized that itself was a choice; I was choosing to be so unhappy and numb. It was simply easier to shield myself from all the pain and beauty that life had to offer by keeping negative company and doing things that had serious negative effects on me. The yin and yang were out of balance, for a long, long time.

Why am I going on about myself here, when I should be telling you, hey, everything will be ok smile Maybe it's because we are all human beings, trying to process our shit, and sometimes other people process differently, and sometimes that information can be shared, to pass on the enlightenment, I guess you could call it.

I feel now as if I have literally unlocked the keys to the universe, after many years of badness. One day, you will feel that way, too, as long as you keep in the game. Taking a break and sitting on the sidelines won't hurt, as long as you take in your experiences from that restful place to help mold you into a better team player.

And uh, Never give up; Never surrender. Seriously.
Greet the day.
Then fuck the shit out of it. biggrin



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I hate people....I really fucking do....eveyone is a god damn saint...and no one EVER does anything fucking wrong....and your all angels....FUCK YOU mad



EDIT: this is not addressed to the people I know....or at least most...the people this is for know it....and hate me or not I don't fucking care....if you think YOUR a fucking saint....you can just ask god to come down off his high...
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ganonymousg:
saints?? is there such thing.. I'm with KattrinaK i'm just a bitch though... amongst other things I'm sure.... I'm sry for the drama lama... i heart u kiss kiss biggrin
phoenixgirl:
No one is a saint, we all have our moments when we dont do the right things, or we hurt people unintentionally...you need to let the anger go or its gonna eat you up inside...

...and im sorry I didnt call you back yesterday, by the time I got back to my parents house, my head was throbbing so bad I could barely ezt, and I ended up falling asleep for a while, but it still didnt help my headache, I had it all the rest of the night...worst one i have had in ages.
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People are truly fucking unfeeling hurtfull beings.... frown
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avidity:
what happened honey?
i hope you are okay. miss you kiss
purplesiamese:
aww, i'm sorry someone has upset you frown

thank you for your lovely comments blush