siara

I always think I am going to have some more time to write on here... but as always things are too crazy in my life for anytime apart from working, which is still good... i love my job... sooo... hmmm what has been happening over the past few weeks...

- I went to a wedding at the Australia Zoo (home of Steve Irwin) a couple of weeks back, cams sister was getting married there.. it was very cute, strange but cute.. they got married in the middle of the kangaroo area.. they had to stop kangaroos from jumping through the ceremony, it would have been better with the kangaroos... Apparently it was only the second wedding to ever happen there, the first was Steve Irwins dad. I love weddings, for no other reason than the free alcohol.. haha.. If I ever get married and I state IF in really huge letters.. I am going to have a really cheap wedding and then have a huge reception and have thousands of dollars worth of free alcohol and drugs..

- The photos from the Beserk photoshoot we did about a month ago were in Scene Magazine a couple of weeks back.. 27th April.. check it out if you can get a copy.. here is a couple of the pics of me, and the sexy Sonni and Kate......




- The Beserk Clothing Range #2 is slowly getting there.. I have a deadline now, mid next month, so I am going to be busy over the next few weeks..... so watch out for the new designs!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to head down to Melbourne in a couple of weeks to try and get some more shops down there...

- My car got towed the other weekend.. fuck I was pissed off.. I parked in a medical center carpark. It did say Medical Center Only parking, but the Medical Centre was closed and there was nothing on the actual parking spot saying that it was a towaway zone.. I just assumed that if it was closed and it was 9.00pm on a Saturday night they wouldnt mind if someone parked there.. but apparently not.. they tow cars 24 hour.. how fucking nice of them.. so $250 later and meeting up with some dodgy fucking cunts, I got my car back... I was so fucking angry.... the fucking towaway sign was the smallest sign ever, how the fuck are you supposed to notice it.. thanks for that.. those towing guys would be making a killing, fucking cunts.... I know exactly where they park their tow truck during the day.. and I am extremely tempted to go and paint bomb their truck.......... .. is that wrong of me.. ??

- I bought a new camera the other week it is soo fine.. my last camera used to annoy the hell out of me and whenever I tried to take a photo it would take one like 4 seconds later when whatever it was I was trying to take a photo of had moved!! So hopefully I will do another set soon just as soon as I can work out what to do?!?..



- If anyone wants to come to a free show this Thursday, 19th May.. Razorhurst are playing at The Waterloo Hotel.. it is the Jaegermeister... or whatever the hell that drink is called show.... and apparently there will be free & cheap drinks... so come along!!!! I have had the last two weeks off from drinking and I am defiantly planning on getting drunk and disorderly..................

- I have decided that I want to make porn... well not make it, but be in it.. is that making it?? I guess it is.. I have no desire to watch porn.. but being in it defiantly appeals to me.... is that something that could effect your life in the long run?? If I want to be a famous fashion designer in the future will it effect my career?? .. haha.. Probably isnt something I would ever do anyway.. I need some hot grrls to be in it with me and there cant be any porn nails.. I fucking hate long porn nails.. I dont understand how the fuck you can do anything with your fingers when you have such long nails.. surely there would be a high chance of cutting your pussy with your nails, those things look deadly... I think I need to have bigger tits for porn though...... hahah.. anyway new subject..

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I really believe that growing up as an only child is not a good thing.. I seriously have major issues with ownership and sharing and there was pretty much nothing I wanted that I was said no to. I was defiently the definition of a spoilt brat. Of course there were some things that my parents couldnt afford that there was no way I could have.. but pretty much growing up I was in a situation where anything I wanted I could have. So now it fucks with my life... The pinnacle of what I consider to be my spoilt brat career was when I was 10 and my mum took me to see Disney on Ice my parents were far from rich.. they sacrificed alot for me and still do.. anyways.. they saved up and took me to see the Disney on Ice show which I really really wanted to go to.. I was so excited to go.. anyway I got there and before the show they were selling these big Disney on Ice telescopes or sunglasses or something.. I cant actually remember what it was but I really wanted it, my mum couldnt afford to buy it for me... so I threw a huge tantrum and went into the show and refused to watch it. I sat there and faced the other way and was angry the whole time and didnt watch.. I remember peeking through my fingers and pretending that I wasnt watching when I was when actually i was enjoying it but i was pretending to hate it.. then afterwards I said how much I hated the show. I still feel fucking terrible about that night,I was such a bitch.. hang on I think I still am.. I am so stubborn, how do you become not stubborn?? .. I also have a huge problem with taking critism.. when you have brothers and sisters you get given shit all the time, and get used to it and learn how to make comebacks and .. well no one has ever given me shit so when someone does I take it personally and don't know what to say back.. cause I don't want to be mean back even if it is just joking.. seriously this is a problem.. I am defiently having more than one child just so they know how to stick up for themselves.. haha..

I have finally found what tattoo I want to get next... !!.. it is a picture of chi from chobits naked lying down in bandages and I am going to get cherry blossoms around her... I want to get it just above my wrist on my inner forearm.. it sucks having freckles I have such a limited area that I can get tattooed cause tattoos look crap over freckles.. although that means I will have two manga grrl tattoos.. not that I am obsessed or anything!!

still no place to live.. I have seen some fucking nice houses but none are big enough for me and all my stuff for Beserk Clothing .. or the ones that are the right size are way too far out of Brisbane.. damn it..

holy fuck this is a huge entry.. sorry..

kisses to y'all.... !!!!!! i promise i will write back to everyone over the next few weeks.. so leave me a message and I will write back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIARA
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