siara

thanks everyone for the lurvely comments ....... you guys are the sweetest!!! now i want to take another set... i am just waiting on some shoes to arrive.. think i will go back to red hair for the next one.. i miss being red, i just wish it wasn't so damn hard for the colour to stay in...

...i seriously need some sex at the moment.. um.. it has been too long... and i can't whack off here.. my parents are around and i can't be loud.. and if i can't be loud it just isn't the same.. LOL guess i will just continue to be frustrated........

For some reason, when i was a child I used to have a fascination with sleeping with various items from the kitchen.. i used to sneak up into the kitchen at night and get huge metal spoons, forks & stuff and put them in my bed ...... the cold metal against my skin felt soo good.. hmmmm... strange.. ...

i went for an interview to get unemployment benefits today.. i have to go on a work agreement thing.. damn it.. can't they just give me some money for awhile until I have my business up and running??? that would be much easier then pretending to look for 10 jobs a fortnight.. i deserve it after all the taxes i have paid!.. But hopefully I will start making enough bling$bling soon so I won't need it anyway.. I have booked trips to Melbourne & sydney, leaving early September to promote
beserk, so I have 2 1/2 weeks to get it all finalised.. then I have to approach a heap of shops and try to sell them my stuff.. i'm not very good at promoting my own range, plus I take it waaay to personally when i get negative feedback, but well i can't afford a rep at this stage so I am just going to have to be tough!! LOL

I got a fax line connected today... plus going to buy a laptop in the next few days!!.. woohoo!! I can't wait to have my own laptop!!!! i just wish i knew more about computers so i knew which one to buy.. there are way too many options available!

anyway.. Have a lurvely day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIARA
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