siara

If anyone has any ways of remaining positive when everything is fucking up please tell me!! I am seriously jinxed at the moment... everything is still going wrong... looks like I have wasted about $2500 and a whole year of work getting my designs together for Beserk argh!! ... but I am not going to let this beat me.. must... stay... positive....

This weekend should be heaps of fun! Going to see Terror on Friday night, um... not that I have ever heard them, but they are supposed to be good... then going to see The Emergency on Saturday night .. (and will get to meet the lurvely reptar )... plus also going to a friends engagement party that night, then going to a party on sunday... so lots of drinking to be had!! ... that is why christmas time rules... lots of drinking and partys!.. yah.. but I have to say those god damn christmas carols are driving me insane already.. seriously every fucking shop has them playing in... argh!..

I can't believe how totally commercial christmas, does it really mean anything anymore except for the highest sales time for shops?? not that I am religious at all, but still... they start advertising here in the first week of november?!? Don't get me wrong, i love giving presents.. but fuck can they lay off with the all the commercialism bullshit... telling us our Christmas wont be complete unless we spend heaps of money on buying everyone around us useless shit.. hmmm.. sorry getting negative again.. *bad siara*

um.. more siara questions??!!
hehe.. you know you love it

~~ Fave alcoholic beverage?? ..
currently vodka, lime & soda (but i been enjoying beer again!)

~~Best music to fuck to??
zao.. defiently

~~What do you most want for christmas?
a black bedford with bubble windows.. please??! plus i also want the christmas carols to stop!!

~~Name three movie everyone has to see??
waking life
eyes wide shut
vanilla sky

anyways... hope you are all well n happy!! Have a lurvely week!! .. i promise i will write to everyone in the the next few days, cause i have missed you guys!!

*hugs*

SIARA
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