siara

Hellooo! .. i haven't been around here much lately!! ... been sooo busy with Beserk and everything!! ........................ i want to take a break from working so I am going to make huge journal entry now and write back to everyone that has written to me!!.......

So what has been happening since I last wrote in here??? nothing and everything... I completed a new Beserk Clothing Winter Range and sent out all the catalogues to the shops, deadline for orders was a couple of days ago, so i have been fucking busy getting everything organised!! i got a really good response with the Spy Jackets & Constraint Skirts.... They look so cute!! .... soo things will be crazy for the next month with the manufacturing for it all, the deadline is end May to have it all in stores, which is only 5 weeks away and soo much to do!! But I shall get there and hopefully it will all sell in the stores!!! ...

You can see the new Winter 2006 range on the Beserk Website..... it is just a temporary site at the moment just to give everyone a preview of the range..... let me know what you think!!
plus you should become my friend @ that crazy myspace place...........



I updated my webstore last night and put everything on Special!! So if anyone is after any Beserk gear now is defiantly the time to buy!! ... over
50% OFF some items!! .. I desperately need to raise some cash to invest in the next range, so trying to clear out everything from my stock!.. I need more room because this place is getting smaller and smaller by the day as beserk gets bigger!! so hopefully this will sell some of my stock and give me a bit more room when the next range comes in!

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..... I have to stop talking about Beserk!!.. it is just such a huge part of my life at the moment, or more to the point it has totally taken over my life.. I think I am going to need to employ some help soon.... which is a scary prospect... finding good people to work with is hard... anyway, i shall see what happens... but yeah am shutting up now about my business.........



I was out trying to buy a Baseball Bat today....... decided last night that I really should have something to beat someone with in case some fucker breaks into my house and tries to murder me or something!!??..... not sure how scary I would look naked screaming holding a baseball bat though.... I am soo bad at sleeping by myself.. especially at the moment cause there isnt even anyone living upstairs at my house.. so i am all alone... I have been working till 6 every morning so then i can sleep when it is light outside.. i am so fucking paranoid or something I have been getting really worried about my early morning screaming sleeping attacks?!?! .. I seem to be doing it quite regularly now, waking up screaming and freaking out over being killed in some way. I looked it up on the internet and apparently they are called 'Night Terrors' (I named one of my jackets in the new range after it ..damn it, business again ) ... but they are pretty fucking scary.. i wake up scared out of my mind.........

When I was in the US I was staying in a hostel in Vegas and I was dreaming that a bus was falling onto me and i jumped out of bed and ran across the room... i woke up screaming and under the covers of the bed opposite me.. luckily the girl whos bed it was wasn't back yet, otherwise that would be really embarrassing... hehe...
Couldn't really find anywhere that said why they occur??.. but apparently they aren't bad so that is good i guess...

Things that have been making me sad....

1. I still havent heard back about the new set that I sent in 4 weeks ago ....
2. fairytale happy ever endings are all lies
3. i feel alllll ooonn eeee... .. thats alone written weird..
4. my glass is always half empty

-- bad thing are happening at the moment.. but i am not going to get into them.....



I am going to change my hair in the next few days.. I need a totally new style/colour and cut............... Isnt that what people always do when there are huge changes in their life?? hmmm..... . Not sure what colours to go though, but it must have some black.... give me suggestions!!...

I was going through old photos trying to work out what colour hair I want........ I look sooo weird with blonde hair.....





World of warcraft rules!! ....... I have been playing it a bit lately...... in between working, I have to limit myself to 2 hours per day playing max.. otherwise I would get nothing done..........
I love my character.. she is a undead Warlock called Siara and I have a mechanical squirrel.. which is the best and my most favourite thing.. he follows me around everywhere is the cutest thing ever, I want one.... see photo below just because I am insane.. plus i have an imp minion.. I live in Blackrock realm.. so if anyone is in my world you should say hello to me.. ! and give me free good armor that you dont wantlol! I am only up to Level 26.. so I am still defiantly a noob but I am so obsessed with how my character looks that I wont equip anything that doesnt look good.. even if it is higher stats?? Does anyone else do that??........ i am such a nerd........

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I watched Elfin Lied tonight.. thanks to the lurvely Amobia for lending it to me! it is defiantly my current favourite anime........ And Nyu is so seexxxy cute.. I want to be a manga girl damn it!.......I really really want to get a new tattoo from it but I cant cause apparently if I do I will look like a lesbian (so I have been told)..... lol! ....... then I will have 3 girls tattooed on me and no other tattoos.. hmm.. but there is a fucking cool pic of her lying in blood tied up....

It was good going to the SG burlesque show the other week! Had a crazy insane wasted fun night!!... and met some amazing sg members and soon to be grrls like Tez!! and played with the lurvely Linoleum who is such a sweetie!!! .. it was a fun night!!



i could currently live on this sushi... i love it... -- i keep going back and getting more... it is a california roll and it is soo yum!!



i am really really drunk in this photo i would say... um it is me pisssing in some nightclub?!?...hmmm.. can't remember...
but apparently i like having toilet parties.. funnyyy... hahahaha...



I changed my fave sg's --- i picked these grrls cause i like their profile pics plus they are hawt....

see'yalll later... hope everything is happpiiiieee and fun in your world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mwah!!!!!

SIARA
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