siara

YAH!! I actually have some time to update my journal!! The last few months have been the most fucking insanely busy times of my entire life!! But I got through it all and the second Beserk range is in 30 shops around Australia and is selling well!! .......plus I have caught up with almost everything I had to do........ so I have time to write back to everyone finally!!!! So yes...... I am happy and I am going to write a huge long annoying entry to celebrate and just cause I can!! .......

So I FINALLY sent out all the Beserk Clothing orders, finished the website (almost), Beserk Webstore is finished, the catalogues are all printed and send out to everyone on my mailing list plus to all the shops, an Australia wide advertising plan is running........... so now I just have to sit back and hope that everything sells to get myself out of this oh so fucking terrible debt!! ...... I have never owed this much before which is kind of scary..... but so far it all seems to be selling really well and shops are re-ordering already!!!

So have a look at my new BESERK CLOTHING website...........!!! it isnt totally finished.. I still have to get photos of everything on models and create an interactive online catalogue to show all the designs, so still a bit of work to do, but it is ok for now.... The Beserk Webstore contains all the items I had left over from the first Beserk Clothing Range plus all the new T-Shirt designs......... so let me know what you think!!??........





Here are some of the photos from the shoot for the beserk catalogue..... i had three days to get the photos taken and the catalogue created and to the printers... the printing ran so late it held up the manufacturing, so through no fault of my own everything was running late, so I couldn't take the photos earlier because nothing was finished! .... so we took the photos the next day after getting everything back... it was such a crazy time.. it was right in the middle of the busiest time of everything, i look fucking shit in these photos because i haven't really had any sleep for the past week... ll!!.. so I had to organise everything at the last minute... thankyou wade for cutting my hair.. and thankyou tracey for doing the makeup and cam & ben for the photos!! ........... you guys rule... especially u cam for putting up with my insanity!..........
the other two girls are the lurvely sonni from lower westside and my beautiful friend terese!!.. .....................









I really REALLY have to do another set.... !! i had the best idea for a set!!.. I have been waiting on a corset to arrive in the mail for fucking ages that I wanted to use.. I placed the order 3 months ago.. anyway the order arrived today and they have sent me the wrong one!! ARGH!! Soo fucking annoying...... so now I will have to send it back, they will have to order in the new one which takes weeks.. and rah rah rah.... so i have given up on that idea... .......But I have the cutest idea for a new set! So I am going to try to do it really soon!..............



I also got these black boots in the order i received................. they are sooo fucking sexy... i love them and they fit me perfectly! ... they arrived yesterday.. i love them but i will never ever wear them.. ... i don't think even i could wear these out in public.. hahah.. but they only cost me $20US!! .. bargain.. haha .. so i couldnt not buy them, cause i might wear them one-day.......that must be one fun thing about being a stripper that you can wear sexy boots all the time.... .. i also got another couple of pairs of shoes and belt buckles .. i love internet shopping!! ... my paypal account is where the money goes from any purchases of Beserk from the webstore so that is my account for spending on shoes and clothes... ! i love my paypal account..



I just turned on tv and the NRMA fashion awards are on, and for anyone from anywhere else in the world, the NRMA fashion awards are the biggest yuppie fashion design awards in australia, they are bad, but the exposure you would get if you got to the finals would be so good!.. so I am so fucking annoyed i couldn't enter !! .. i have the most amazing ideas for some designs.. I want to do something totally different to the stuff that currently wins that is not typical and yuppie... but the deadline was right in the middle of sending out all the orders to the shops, so it was crazy.. oh well.. I am defiently defiently entering next year!!!!




The 1st ever BESERK CLOTHING FASHION PARADE is currently being organized!! ......... everyone in Brisbane has to come!!!! its on the 21st December at Bar Soma in the valley..... it is right in the middle of the crazy christmas party time and its FREE entry and cheap drinks (including Beserk cocktails I am excited about this.. haha)..... the lurvely Sonni from Westside is co-organizing it with me for the launch of her clothing store - Lower Westside in West End!! It is going to rule.... there is going to be flesh suspensions from a new group in Australia called hack suspensions.. and I want to design some new exclusive items for the parade.. including beserk chaps, which are going to be so sexy .. mmmm.. plus we are getting hair and makeup sponsorship and there will be sexy models and it going to be hot!!.. so everyone HAS to come.. and it is free!!





I have had World of Warcraft sitting on my desk untouched for 4 weeks now!.... I cant believe how fucking strong I have been.. haha!! I am going to LOVE this game!!... I am such a game nerd.... I actually installed it on my computer a few days ago and still havent clicked on the icon.... that is some serious restraint for me to not even open it once!..... Warcraft was my favourite game ever and I love computer role playing games so I know I am going to get totally addicted to this game!!!!!!!! So i knew that if I wanted to make Beserk a success there is no way i could start playing warcraft and get addicted, because it is way to easy to get sidetracked when you work for yourself!!... when i hated my life a few weeks ago i tried to play it, but when i went to install the game the guy in the shop had forgotten to put the cd in!! and it was 6.00 so the shop had closed and i had to wait for the next day!! .... the guy in the shop was too busy telling me all about his World of Warcraft character to remember to put my cd in the box when i bought it.. so i had to go back the next day to get the cd, then i came to my senses and decided not to play!! but i love getting stoned and playing a game for the first time and seeing all the opening movies and stories and creating a character......... mmmmmm............. I am such a nerd.. And as soon as I have written to all my SG friends I am going to play for the first time!! YAH! I am excited.. and then cam will hate me............. Cam, I promise I wont play it all the time..



I had the most fucking painful pussy wax today!!.. it fucking killed.. I had tears in my eyes at one stage.. I dont know what the fuck she was doing but I am bruised and fuck it hurt! then she put on the hot wax and it was waaayy too hot and burned me.. i was going to tell her to stop and walk out.. but then there would have been wax everywhere so I sat through it.. I am so tough... .............. haha.. ok, i told you this would be a long and annoying entry..........

I really need a new profile pic.. i need a change, that pic is 3 years old now?!?! fuck that is crazy... ?!?! I even went through and deleted out all my grey friends on my friends list.. my friends list is looking really sad now I need more friends!! ...............

I have a Beserk Clothing Myspace page now!.. and i don't have many friends.. so add me!! please....

mwah........... see you later lurvely people....

SIARA
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