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Drunken nights with friends. Really helps when you have the day after off. Crazy street people predicting your future while you're smoking a cigarette. Friend drama. Boy drama. Feelings things I shouldn't.
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suicidal_george:
What was the prediction? Did he see pool in your future? We should grab M and shoot.
hypnogogic:
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Everything is wrong. My ex husband is fucking me over. My brother is in jail for armed robbery. Consequently, my mom got kicked out of her apartment. And I have to have surgery. Please tell me things will get better.
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venice:
Things will get better. They have to. I mean, it's not like they could get much worse...
suicidal_george:
Whoa. That's a lot of shit dumped on your plate. I hope your surgery goes well and that it's covered by insurance. Let me know if there's something i can do to help.
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Thanks to all who came to the party! Hope everyone had a great time.
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there are two sides to every story
taxes suck
ex whatevers suck
drinking until six in the morning until there is nothing left to drink reveals a lot about a person
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venice:
Sometimes there are three or four.

I couldn't sleep last night because every time I closed my eyes I was sure there were ghosts attacking me.

People actually want to come to our party! I'm so excited.

I love you.
metaverse:
I stopped drinking like that about 10 years ago lol...yeah..I'm old!
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There are two sides to every story. I'm trying to remember that.
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I am lonely and bored and no one out there is answering my messages. I hate those days. I didn't have such a great day otherwise either. I went to the hand surgeon for my check up and I guess I was just expecting something more than what it was. She just took off my bandage, looked at my finger, said ok, and then put...
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dovienya:
Hi. Welcome back from the land much warmer.

I generally dont meddle, but... I just want to observe that for a person to worry about anyone as much as Venice worries about you... It's obvious she cares about you. Never forget how important the people in your life that care for you are. I cant imagine life without them.
suicidal_george:
I totally forgot about you breaking your finger. I would make a poor elephant.
ooo aaa
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I know I haven't updated in quite some time, but if I pay for this membership to keep up with Venice I might as well use it. However I did break my finger so it is rather hard to type. I fear I am in a dead end relationship with a man who may never love me. Or, and maybe worse, already does but won't...
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venice:
Strip rummy, huh? That sounds fun...

And that's the trouble, isn't it? Because sometimes he's wonderful. I know how that goes. But it might make me want to beat him up even more. wink Why can't the silly oby just be wonderful all the time, if he obviously has it in him?
hotpockets:
Yeah, breaking one's digits can really put a damper on typing speed. Ah well, you'll get used to it, besides, it's not in real-time, so you can take your time with typing it.

Ack, that sucks. So, that's that, huh? Or what do you do now?
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I had the most wonderful time on my day off, the best time I'd had with my girls in so long. Tonight I am alone, I have to get up at three thirty in the morning for the first time in a long time, and also for the first time in a long time I'm not staying up all night in order to spend time...
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kozmikgirl:
That is interesting. I download music to cheer myself up too. I mostly download old songs I haven't heard in forever or, yeah, stuff to match my melancholy moods.

You should take one of his shirts (a shirt he has been wearing) to sleep with, then it will smell like him & you could hug it or wear it. That is always so nice.

Yeah, sometimes I am not sure which is worse, being single or being in a relationship. Hmmmm. confused
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No I didn't get woozy, I toughed it out, but yes I did like the orange juice, it was Odwalla.

I am currently in sunny San Diego visiting my little sister and her new baby for a whole week, which is about half way over at this point. I haven't seen Venice in forever and I miss her, I also miss my boyfriend and can't...
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venice:
I am all tan and burned and funny looking. California is annoying that way. You're going to hate me, but I'm staying in LA another week. They offered, and there was no reason not to really. But it will only be a few days after you get back, right? So it won't be so bad...

I miss you too. kiss
venice:
Can we?! That would be so wonderful... smile
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I gave blood today.
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kozmikgirl:
That's great! Yay! kiss

I gave blood in high school & was sick for 2 weeks. It was weird.
venice:
I have never given blood because I am a horrible person.
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I'd like to say, I wish I could use my journal the way Venice does, she just puts everything out there and it's wonderful for me because I can keep up with her life that way, even though she only lives a few blocks away. Reading her updates is one of my favorite things to do when I sit down at my computer.

I really...
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maybes_smashing:
yes, cutting my hands up everytime i touch you. no one ever gets the reference.


-d. ARRR!!!
maybes_smashing:
i recognized your name. venice writes about you.


-d. ARRR!!!
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Tonight I have to spend my first night alone in my new apartment. My boyfriend has been really great and stayed a few nights because I was nervous, but eventually you have to go sleep in your own bed, no matter how much you like a person. Besides, I live here, this is my home, I need to be a big girl and sleep by...
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hotpockets:
Just over a week. I'll be back on the 28th...

But first.... Mexico!
kozmikgirl:
I hate the first night alone in a new place, makes me so sad & lonely. frown