shugr

So, I woke up early this morning for once and wondered what I should do. I am never up any earlier then 12 usually, but today for some reason it's different. I have been thinking about my tattoo alot lately. No, I don't have one but my birthday is in 9 days and that will be one of my gifts. When I first saw the tat I fell in love and absolutely needed to have it, but now I am having second thoughts on placement and design and whatever. I found this tat on a site I visit on occasion called BodyMod.org - I have a profile there for piercings, the tattoo starts on the neck under the hair and comes down to each side of my shoulders, i'd say about 15 stars on each side, no color and some slight shading with swirls somehow mixed in [another design I found on tht site]. Now, since I have never had one and this will be my first, I decided to make it my biggest which is OK with me - I have a high tolerance for pain, though the initial starting might freak me out about since I don't know what to expect. IDK what to do with this - this really great tattoo artist is doing it for me, I have seen alot of his work - I am leaving it up to him to help design it for me and work on where it should go - is that right? Or should I be doing this on my own. It's one of the most stressful things I have had to do in a while. ACK!!