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Z3180... Yeah thats how I feel. But sometimes my feelings tell me to do stupid things like addmitting I cheated in the begining. :/ But couldnt live with knowing I did that an him loving me how he does an me not sayin something. Now I wish I hadn't... But cant change it.

MillerTime1981.. GOD NO!!! I'm a firm believer if you make your bed you have to sleep in that mug. I couldnt dream of having an abortion. Not unless it was a high risk pregnancy an me or the baby could die an they were almost posative it would happen. An even then not sure I could do that... I dont know how far along I am. Took a test last week an it was posative. So was ganna make an apt. an make sure before I tell him. And theres no way its anyone else's. I cheated 2years ago when we started dating. It would be 3yrs oct. 23 if we werent on the outs right now. Hoping i can fix it. But not looking too good. :/

LittleJohn22... I know he would stick by me an raise the baby even if we dont work out. Thats not the issue. Its us being on the outs that is. :/ But thats my fault for being honest. And I hear ya. I feel the same way. the sooner he knows the better. But I want to know for sure before I say anything about it. an thats only b/c i'v had a false pos. b4