shrikedyke

Thesis.... I love it and it's the best thing I've ever done. But, you know, it's really at that point where it's about to kill me. My eating, sleeping... All fucked up. The other night I woke up at 3am. Just.. woke up. So I worked on thesis for a few hours. It's hard to make myself relax. Sex usually relaxes me, but lately I end up wound just as tight as before. Tried to take a long bath, but after fifteen minutes I got too antsy to keep sitting around doing nothing. All my non-school projects have been temporarily abandoned. Sad...