New day... yay! My best friend had her baby yesterday and going shopping with a friend all day today... then going to visit new baby tomorrow! Great weekend planned!
So I've lost a lot of weight due to a recent addiction that almost cost my life... and so I am now attempting to recover after loss of a relationship, control and any and all the chemicals craved... but I still want to get my first set done finally.... especially now that I don't have a significant other to provide opinions on what is acceptably...
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Ok... my newest Spoken Word after 20 re-runs.... can't wait to run it over some beatz for ya'll to hear
Cant move again Im frozen Im dead
Thought it was gone
Ran it out of my head
Two fuckin songs in a row
Lost from memory bout a decade or so
Angry, tense tears beginning to flow
Pushing the Daddys never there
Instantly locked in...
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Ok so again, very happy to be back to the SG community and have to say "why in the Hell did I ever leave?". Examples: 1.... I was approved for Hopeful status after only one submission and none of those photos contained nudity I am proud to say... this boosted the self confidence of a girl who never thought much of herself and I'm so...
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gigondas:
Howdy howdy. Figured you were gone for good. Welcome back!
shpeecialz:
Well "HOWDY" back stranger!
Excited to be back.... yay! Missed my awesome poetry buddies!
No poetry today either.... been out for a while (well, still out of it really lol)... sobriety still sucks! (No offense to those of you who enjoy your sobriety... good for you! Don't know how you do it! I am simply speaking in my own terms... NOT FOR ME!)
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gigondas:
How was the New Year's? And why the sobriety?
shpeecialz:
New Year's sucked due to withdrawals and sobriety... I was off opiates for 3 weeks to lower my tolerance (was thinking of quitting completely but my pain is too extreme and that's not realistic).
Well Merry Christmas everyone!.... I was just reading the "how not to be creepy on SG" and this quote got me rolling on the floor laughing so thought I'd share (or re-share) it with all of you:
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On set, in journals, on the forum. People will be able to see what you write and if you only write about licking girls buttholes you will...
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On set, in journals, on the forum. People will be able to see what you write and if you only write about licking girls buttholes you will...
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shpeecialz:
I went and commented on one for you.... been out for a while sorry :p Let me know if that's the piece you're talking about! Later.
gigondas:
Cheers! I appreciate that.
Feeling so naked... hurt... cold... I know this personality is getting fucking old. The world I once knew is desappearing so quickly. Reality is settling and there I am. ALONE. Thirsty for comfort and relaxation within trust. Is it even possible anymore? Don't know. Thoughts buzzing and constant circulation without peace or quiet. Love, as I know it, is so strange to others who can't...
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_deviant1_:
Happy Christmas!
shpeecialz:
And you as well thank you
Give new artists a fighting chance!: SuicideGirls... "Poetry Kicks Ass"
Check your attitude at the door.... I thought the idea of this community was to lose the sorority girl/guy... Barbie/Ken.... snobbery! An artist is an artist is a poet is a musician is a lyricist is a writer is a.... oh wait, I'm sorry do you have a PHD to go with those credentials? Keep...
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Check your attitude at the door.... I thought the idea of this community was to lose the sorority girl/guy... Barbie/Ken.... snobbery! An artist is an artist is a poet is a musician is a lyricist is a writer is a.... oh wait, I'm sorry do you have a PHD to go with those credentials? Keep...
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reetaleena:
Welcome!!! I hope you enjoy your trip in SG as much as I am!!!
ninadelamorte:
You now own the Singers group.
(Have recording of this one... still being edited...)
Just one kiss
causing a rush penetrating bliss
into a recent realm of darkness
begging only to be dismissed
Tears of joy, not sorrow
promises for a brighter tomorrow
looking towards NOT past
the only thing to make it last
I'm no longer asking why
or pondering this while I cry
just loving you today
and remembering...
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