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Kalispell, MT

Member Since 2009

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Thursday Dec 17, 2009

Dec 17, 2009
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(Have recording of this one... still being edited...)

Just one kiss
causing a rush penetrating bliss
into a recent realm of darkness
begging only to be dismissed

Tears of joy, not sorrow
promises for a brighter tomorrow
looking towards NOT past
the only thing to make it last
I'm no longer asking why
or pondering this while I cry
just loving you today
and remembering our love this way
COULD'VE....MADE... ME STAY

It's simply amazing
that whether you read this or not
I'll know... I had these thoughts
even if they came too late

This was in my hands too
yet i let it all slip through
pushed far away from loving you
and I can't take it back
but if YOU could
would you change the past?
Don't think we'll ever know
or if it matters anymore

Apparently I'm not worth some motherfucking WHORE.

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