shpeecialz

Constant memories through this brain
Oh if I could only abstain
running faster and faster
....thoughts of here, now, after.

What will become of this....
...deep twirling abyss?
as the thoughts keep trickling
keep dripping down

You say I'm always constantly down
but it won't stop
like I'm stuck here forever
within this deep, dark soul
...no help to control
what's travling within

Trapped in this place, a constant disgrace
Can't see it by the look on my face?
"Your here and now could be your very after"
I look at you and say with laughter.

You glance back in style
...wondering all this while
"what became of this girl?"
"and why doesn't she ever smile?"