I had a good long talk with my friend/roomate last night. We're both 28 now, and it's starting to hit us that it is possible we may never find the right girls for us.
Now I've always clung to the idea that I'd rather not get married at all, than wind up in a relationship with someone who isn't right for me. While that ideal still holds true, I find myself fast approaching the age of 30, which appears to be the cutoff point. Now I know that 30 isn't really a last chance day, but it really makes me sad that I've gone so far with noone to share my experiences with. I wish that I had someone to grow, and mature along side, and someone who I can pay close attention to, and appreciate. (and who appreciates me.)
A lot of my friends have been getting married as of late, and us unmarried ones are getting to be fewer and fewer. Plus, we don't really see these married people too often. I get the feeling that this is only going to get worse as time progresses. Already, I am starting to feel the sting of loneliness, even when I'm surrounded by caring friends.
Some days are ok, and I say to myself that my life is pretty good, and I'm having fun, and maybe I don't want someone tying me down. Other days, the loneliness is really prevalent, and it would be really nice to be tied up... I mean down.
40 grand in the hole
Scrapin' my dreams out of the sugar bowl
My love for you is corrupt
Write down the words and then I'll store them up
When will I love someone
When will someone be mine
I'm 40 grand in the hole
I'm gonna open it up and
let my yearning shine
Hours that I have slept
Slumping down down like a narcolept
Surrendering to joy
Standing in line at Teriaki Boy
When will I love someone
When will someone be mine
40 grand in the hole
I'm gonna open it up and
let my yearning shine
When will I hear the click
When will I know that it is time to split
What is the use of it
What is a life without my heart at risk
When will I love someone
When will someone be mine
I'm 40 grand in the hole
I'm gonna open it up and
let my yearning shine
-Mike Doughty
Good song, and oh too accurate.
s'later all
Now I've always clung to the idea that I'd rather not get married at all, than wind up in a relationship with someone who isn't right for me. While that ideal still holds true, I find myself fast approaching the age of 30, which appears to be the cutoff point. Now I know that 30 isn't really a last chance day, but it really makes me sad that I've gone so far with noone to share my experiences with. I wish that I had someone to grow, and mature along side, and someone who I can pay close attention to, and appreciate. (and who appreciates me.)
A lot of my friends have been getting married as of late, and us unmarried ones are getting to be fewer and fewer. Plus, we don't really see these married people too often. I get the feeling that this is only going to get worse as time progresses. Already, I am starting to feel the sting of loneliness, even when I'm surrounded by caring friends.
Some days are ok, and I say to myself that my life is pretty good, and I'm having fun, and maybe I don't want someone tying me down. Other days, the loneliness is really prevalent, and it would be really nice to be tied up... I mean down.
40 grand in the hole
Scrapin' my dreams out of the sugar bowl
My love for you is corrupt
Write down the words and then I'll store them up
When will I love someone
When will someone be mine
I'm 40 grand in the hole
I'm gonna open it up and
let my yearning shine
Hours that I have slept
Slumping down down like a narcolept
Surrendering to joy
Standing in line at Teriaki Boy
When will I love someone
When will someone be mine
40 grand in the hole
I'm gonna open it up and
let my yearning shine
When will I hear the click
When will I know that it is time to split
What is the use of it
What is a life without my heart at risk
When will I love someone
When will someone be mine
I'm 40 grand in the hole
I'm gonna open it up and
let my yearning shine
-Mike Doughty
Good song, and oh too accurate.
s'later all
Add me to MSN if you have it... whiteginja@hotmail.com. Peace.
Gin
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