shouga

That's fucking hilarious.

RE: your dream... awwwwww...

I had a dream the other night that I was at a pet store/clothing store (yeah, I don't know) and you and Matt were there, and G. and Alex, and I think my parents, and Adam, of course...

And you guys were all showing me all these different little dogs-- like taking turns presenting them to me (because Adam is trying to talk me into getting a less obnoxiously-expensive dog.) And I would play with each one, but I wasn't really bonding with them. And then you were like giving Matt all these long looks and you elbowed me and told me to watch the door while you went downstairs, and you dragged him down the stairs. And I was like "whoa..." and thought it was funny-- I thought you guys were sneaking downstairs to have sex for some reason. So I had to keep everybody away from the door, and people kept wanting to go downstairs and I had to keep stopping them.

So after awhile you guys come upstairs and this little baby bulldog comes running up the stairs ahead of you and jumps into my lap and starts licking my face and everyone there, all my family and friends, have chipped in to get me this dog and it was a surprise... and I start crying, so hard that I can't even talk, and I'm so happy. And then I woke up.

Kind of wierd.

I told this dream to Adam on the phone and he immediately blurted out "God you really do see this dog as a substitute for a baby!"

And I said "WHAT!?!" Because I hadn't thought of that at all.

And he said "come ON-- your friends go downstairs and have sex and then there's this puppy..." And, thinking about it, I can see how you and Matt being a married couple sort of symbolize family and things, maybe, so if the dream WAS about me having a baby, it would make sense that you guys would represent that part of me (and it makes sense that I would project it externally because I feel sort of detached from that part of myself, being not consciously ready to have a baby)....

but whatever! That's not what it was about! I just want a puppy, dammit. A cute fat little wrinkly one that loves me.

p.s. We really need to hang out soon. I've been so busy lately. Maybe some time next week? I don't know when I'll have off work, but maybe it'll be on one of your days off.