So this weekend my significant other and I have been going back in for about our diff opinions about different social things in society such as gender and sex. As a CIS male I'm clueless and basically ignorant. So I try my best to understand what people call themselves so I can better talk to me and not disrespect anyone. Beyond that we talked about...
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I write my feelings here about things I sorta wish to tell my signifigant other instead of telling her cause its easier and i want to tell her but Im waiting for when shes comfortable with me. I feel at this moment she still has this HUGE wall infront of her. She may trust me to a certain degree and tell me things she doesnt...
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So my significant other asked me if i read her blog reg. I lied and said rarely (i check it every few days). She told me its fine if I did but I still lied anyways cause before she didnt want me even knowing she had a blog since its like a diary to her. also there are stuff i think she doesnt want me...
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"I really don’t want to be annoying or difficult but sometimes it feels like I fall into these relationships where I’m sitting in the shadows till it’s safe to be excited and let people know. What is it about me that keeps me the “secret girlfriend”? Like I wouldn’t date me either but…" shes not a secrete i just dont tell my family about her...
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Over the weekend at work someone saw that i was upset and i told them i worry about my signifigant other, so they asked if she was stable...I honstly had to think about my answer. so i just uttered "for the most part yea" but part of me felt that was a lie...
Due to what happened in my last relationship i find myself periodically looking at my signifigant other's blog without her knowing so i can see whats on her mind. its a bad habbit but i feel that people dont show their true selves to the people who need to see them. you can see their true selves when they talk to people or the statues...
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i use this platform to write my thoughts down so i can reflect on them from anywhere anytime and not worry about being juged or the wrong people finding it.