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"I really don’t want to be annoying or difficult but sometimes it feels like I fall into these relationships where I’m sitting in the shadows till it’s safe to be excited and let people know. What is it about me that keeps me the “secret girlfriend”? Like I wouldn’t date me either but…" shes not a secrete i just dont tell my family about her which is very long story. she told me she was fine with that. ALSO. she told me she didnt want too many people to know we were talking so idk why she feels this way. seeing things like this reminds me how my last relationship where i found things out by reading messages between her and the other guy who happend to send me the messages so i can see for myself. im being told one thing and reading the opposite. that more than angers me, it actually hurts a lot cause it reminds me of those days.