shootskatefilm

today was just one of those days. im not trying to complain just saying how my day was. my only skates finally gave up on me. the soles are hanging on by a few threads. exhaustion mixed with headaches made me late and all clumsy in school today, so explaining the direction of my final project wasnt easy. sometimes i feel my significant other doesnt love me as much as i want her too. or i just dont feel it that much. blah blah blah. on the train i saw on snapchat my ex came to my school that she came to see the guy she left me for (they broke up a few months ago) which then my brain took that as a que to remind me of the pain i went through when we broke up...one things for sure, even though my ex never really loved me like she said she did, i felt as though she deeply loved me. it sounds weird but when we were together I was so deeply in love and i felt the same amount of love from her. so it was amazing. she was always telling me how much she loved me with messages and messages. my significant other doesnt do that as well. idk. i think im comparing the two women which is wrong...but i cant help it. i really cant. fuck i hate days like this where i feel weird feelings from my old relationship. i dont want them and i dont want to acknowledge them at all. other than that i got A's and B's on all my photography projects so far :D