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It's been a year or so since I broke up with my ex-fiance´. Recently I met someone, well about 5 months ago. We talked and dated and then became a thing a few days ago. It feels really good to be cared about, especially after such a bad break up. She accepts me even though I have baggage from my last relationship. I really like her and I care about her. I have love for her but thats it. With all of this I am not in love with her... I think. I dont feel the same exact passion for spending the rest of my life with her as I did my ex. Doesnt that mean Im not deeply in love? Should I be worried about that? Im so use to being deeply in love that I dont know how it feels to just be simply in love with someone. I am afraid that I'm going to hurt her if Im all fucked up with my feelings because of my past relationship. I told her this and she still continues to open her arms and hugs me. I'm just stammering at this point but the point of this is that my feelings are weird and I dont have a clear grasp on them yet in the form of words and that irks me because I like expressing my feelings in words. Even though I dont know what my heart and soul are saying at all times when Im with her. I know that she makes me happy; very happy. I dont know about spending the rest of my days with her, still too early to say that but I want to continue learning more about her and continue falling for her as I already am.