sholing

Happy new years to everyone. mine was lame as most of my new years'. working. got really drunk after though. wasn't as fun as i had hoped bad ending day. better after i awoke. but after a couple of hours my ongoing drunk turned into massive hang over. threw up a couple times. that was cool. im exhausted...feeling lonely. i blame my lack of sleep and girlie hormones but it might just be me. but anyways, to a better year. a hopeful year . a place to be. a smile to be had. and on and on. *sigh* i wish i could bring happiness to the people who deserve it. oh my thoughts are scattered again. i should get ready for sleep.

kisses