sholing

guess who is about to be the most irresponsible individual. i've decided to quit my job in the morning. been thinking about it, been hating on it the entire 7 weeks that i have been employed there. My old shit job is taking me back while i job hunt. at least i wont be completly broke. i'm scared out of my mind. even now i'm almost talking myself out of doing it. gotta stick to my guns. i hate this job. i hate everyone i work with. i have to pretend to be a different person there and its really weighing on me. i'll miss the money. i'll miss the insurance that hasn't even kicked in yet. at least i didn't have a chance to get used to it. this is for the best. i need to be around creativity in a career. 50 hour weeks wear on a girl and her boyfriend. i'm such a bitch being this unhappy at a work place. i already feel better inside knowing i'm just going there tomorrow to turn in my keys and books. instead of working a ten hour miserable day of counting the hours down. this will be good for my soul, with a little searching. i'll be able to paint more. i haven't really done that since i graduated. sad state of affairs. that's it. after i quit in the morning i'm going to come home and paint. sounds like a good day.
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8:16AM
Just got back from quitting my corporate job...I feel like a better person already.
My parents will be extremely unhappy...fuck em..that job wasn't worth it. so i am a happy lady this morning