sholing

Words are just sounds that nobody seems to listen to.....
i want to be craved and loved uncontrolably. i want to feel it inside. in my bones and crawling under my skin. i want to fall all over the intensity of a gaze. i want to be whisked away for just a night. only a night. i don't want a chance to second guess what's supposed to be obvious. i guess it's all just harder than it seems. or maybe i just love him more than he loves me. my fear, my curse, my bad luck.... i guess i always knew this.