shoegazerbrett

I am scared as all shit.

I'm graduating in a little less than four months and I have only the very vaguest ideas of what I want to do with myself. Come May 16th, I will have the following:

- no money
- one BFA in Film & TV Production
- four years' worth of student loans
- the need to find a place to live
- the need for a high-paying film and/or tv related job
- no money (repeated for emphasis)

Adding to my woes is the fact that I am signed up to be taking an internship this spring but CAN'T THE FUCK get one anywhere. I've resorted to applying for listings that only vaguely apply to what I ultimately want to do. As scary as it's going to be job hunting after graduation, it will be far worse without that damn internship on the resume. It's not that I WANT one, working a part-time retail job is plenty, thanks.

I'm weighing my options and thinking that moving to Ireland, building a castle, and then digging a moat around it so that the debt collectors will fall into it... sounds like a reasonable plan of action, at this point.

p.s. "Cloverfield" was great