I am feeling elated. I am feeling exuberant. I haven't woken up happy, for this many days in a row, in a unrecallable length of time. Things are just generally going well. I've been keeping busy and without a job.
For the last few days I have been:
1) taking lots of pictures, most have been uploaded. i went and fuiled up my pentax, taken 4 of 54. we have a residant humming bird, so I'm learning how to befriend him. others include these really cool flowers that my mom has in a vase, there's a perfectly spherical one that is all star shaped flowers making up the whole ball. And one that is little tiny purple flowers in a smaller sphere. They kind of look like forget-me-nots.
2) Studying and studying and studying. I'm taking my GED with my bestfriend in 28 days..I can't fekkin wait. As my mom was saying, it's a chapter of my life over. I can start a new one. Like graduating would be for any normal child. For me and Kat, two who have dropped out and basically worked full time for the last year - year and a half., it's find of like being able to expand upon the working skills we already have. Now, if I want to become an, office administrator, I can actually GO TO SCHOOL AND LEARN ABOUT IT!!!! not that i'd do that. office admin is for later in life. I want to learn fun things now. photography, business management, physics, psychology, and i'm thinking possibly english.
3) Went to duncan on the 8th, Serena came down for a few hours on the 10th. This is the reason I'm getting the buz that I am right now. I feel silly. I feel that connectedness that we have reminding me that I will always have her. Reminding me that things are still strong between us.
4) I've been thinking about quitting 'the pot' and seeing if i can quit smoking, so I'm now taking zyban woooooooo!
5) going out with moms today, right now in fact!
For the last few days I have been:
1) taking lots of pictures, most have been uploaded. i went and fuiled up my pentax, taken 4 of 54. we have a residant humming bird, so I'm learning how to befriend him. others include these really cool flowers that my mom has in a vase, there's a perfectly spherical one that is all star shaped flowers making up the whole ball. And one that is little tiny purple flowers in a smaller sphere. They kind of look like forget-me-nots.
2) Studying and studying and studying. I'm taking my GED with my bestfriend in 28 days..I can't fekkin wait. As my mom was saying, it's a chapter of my life over. I can start a new one. Like graduating would be for any normal child. For me and Kat, two who have dropped out and basically worked full time for the last year - year and a half., it's find of like being able to expand upon the working skills we already have. Now, if I want to become an, office administrator, I can actually GO TO SCHOOL AND LEARN ABOUT IT!!!! not that i'd do that. office admin is for later in life. I want to learn fun things now. photography, business management, physics, psychology, and i'm thinking possibly english.
3) Went to duncan on the 8th, Serena came down for a few hours on the 10th. This is the reason I'm getting the buz that I am right now. I feel silly. I feel that connectedness that we have reminding me that I will always have her. Reminding me that things are still strong between us.
4) I've been thinking about quitting 'the pot' and seeing if i can quit smoking, so I'm now taking zyban woooooooo!
5) going out with moms today, right now in fact!
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roxxee:
Whoa! I just your awsome tat in the Tattoo group. That is fabulous! I have a large amount of flowers on my back as well but in a totally different style. Just wanted to say your piece is gorgious so far.
metaleric:
Hey doll, what's up? Miss ya. 