shiva8

i'm beginning to understand why the vow of the bohdisattva (sp?) is such a difficult one. that's a vow i am not even close to being capable of taking. i'm surrounded by ignorance and i've reached the conclusion that it is hopeless to try and help these people see the truth. there's just no point in trying. the only thing that happens is i end up becomming completely and utterly frustrated and angry. geeez, i have a long way to go on the path to enlightenment.

enough of the heavy stuff. i went shopping last night -- something i rarely do since i HATE malls. i found some cheap sassy shoes which always makes me happy. and, some sassy lingerie too. things are good. sometimes i'm so shallow and vain.