It’s almost March and almost Spring (well, if you live anywhere other than where I live it’s almost Spring). I’ll be lucky if Spring makes it here by June – I’m not even kidding either. Ah, the season of re-birth and new beginnings and I am as usual feeling very restless. I’m yearning for some kind of change or some kind of sign, maybe. I feel as though I have reached a stage where my life seems to be stretching out before me and I can’t see the meaning in it. This feeling is always accompanied by the desire to walk away and start over. To be like Thoreau or the zen masters and take to the wilderness…find that essence. Live like a nomad going from town to town collecting sensations, experiences, and faces. Doing what needs to be done to get by. Peel away the layers of my conditioned nature. Perhaps meet all of you?? Is this what a mid-life crisis feels like?
on a brighter note i am going to see Urge Overkill tonight (or the old guys as SOMEONE called them -- you know who you are). i am sooo looking forward to some straight up rock'nroll.
on a brighter note i am going to see Urge Overkill tonight (or the old guys as SOMEONE called them -- you know who you are). i am sooo looking forward to some straight up rock'nroll.
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You know, I get that restless feeling about once a year. I have since about 2000. *shrugs* It gets rather irksome, though, especially when I'm tied down with crap and can't get away!
Anyway... hope you have (had?) a good time at the concert!